Not really but..........I am having a prob drinking more than 1 or 2 cocktails. I keep setting out on these missions to have fun and relax and have a few cocktails (aka get drunk) and I keep chickening out after 1st or 2nd drink. I start thinking about LO needing to eat soon and already missing one feeding and I stop drinking. I have plenty of milk in my stash but I can't bring myself to pump and dump. Help! I want to get drunk!