I'm not sure if this is the right place to vent about my frustrations, but I assume if everyone else on here is having trouble TTC like myself, then you'll understand...
I was late getting my period, I am usually somewhat regular (about 30 days), and I really, truly thought *this* was the month I'd get my BFP. I even waited to test a few days PAST my missed period, just to make sure it wasn't coming "the next day."
Nope. NEGATIVE.
I'm feeling really low right now... my husband, God bless him, is so excited and kept saying, "You're pregnant, I know it." Every time I had a weird stomach ache, or indigestion, my husband exclaims, "You're pregnant!" As much as I appreciate his enthusiam, it really builds up my suspicions. So when I got the BFN...well... you can imagine my mixed emotions.
Anyway, just wanted to vent. I know most of you understand what I'm talking about... Thanks for listening.
Re: BFN
TTC#1 since 5/2011
DX: Hypothyroidism, PCOS, Myasthenia Gravis, Aplastic Anemia, one copy MTHFR DH SA: count 52% motility (slow progressive), 0% normal morph
June-July 2012: Clomid cycles=BFNs
August 2012: New RE, started Metformin, Letrozole 7.5mg+TI=BFN Sept. 2012: IUI#1: Letrozole 7.5mg=BFN
Oct. 2012: IUI#2 Letrozole 7.5mg+Dexamethasone=BFN
Nov '12-March '13 on a break
April 2013: IUI#3 Letrozole 7.5mg+Dexamethasone=BFN
June 2013: IVF#1 Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix =BFN, 3 Frosties
August 2013: FET#1=BFP 8/20/13, EDD 4/30/13, MMC 10/1/13
December 2013: IVF#2 Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix=?
~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~
Hope your RE can give you some answers moving forward. Are you currently on any trx?
We've been trying on and off for a year. I had cervical cancer that we knew would make getting pregnant difficult. I definitely ovulate just fine. My husband is in the process of getting his sperm tested because they are concerned about the obstacle of all my scar tissue from cervical cancer treatments I've had.
Thanks for being so supportive ladies!
I can relate.
I thought that I'd get my BFP this cycle, too. I'm so disappointed.
hang in there!
Mr. & Mrs. - Est. 10.03.2009
TTC #1 since 06.2011 Me-24 DH-24
12.2011 SA = Normal
06.2012 First visit with OB/GYN
10.2012 Clomid 50mg + TI = BFN
11.2012 Clomid 50mg + TI = BFN
12.2012 Clomid 100mg + TI = BFN
01.2013 First visit with RE
02.2013 Clomid 150mg + TI = BFN
03.2013 Femara 5mg + TI = BFN
05.2013 Femara 5mg + TI = BFN
06.2013 Femara 7.5mg + TI = BFN
*Taking a break*
Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
EDD 2/20/14