I can't get out of this sadness and I'm starting to feel stuck. It's not fair that the world is continuing to move on all around me while my life feels like it's standing still. I know everyone is different, but for how long will I continue to cry non stop? Everything sets me off into a fit of tears. I can hardly eat or sleep and feel like I'm losing my mind. I plan to go back to work on Nov. 5th and have no clue how I am going to make it through the days moving forward.
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section