Seeing all the posts on FB, I thought we should post where we were that day..
I was at work in an office building in Newton, MA. When a co-worker said a plane had hit, I thought it was something like that prop plane that went into the Empire State building years before. I really didn't get it at first. Eventually, work sent us all home. I lived by myself and didn't really want to be alone. I drove the longest way possible to get home. I grew up in Long Island and had a lot of classmates that were in NYC. Emails were flying around about who may or may not have been in the Towers. Turned out that one guy that I grew up with was killed. I had not seen him in years but there is something about people you knew when you were little that you remember differently. Another girl I grew up with just posted a pix of her and him from kindergarten on FB this morning as a tribute.
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days
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Re: In honor of 9/11.. where were you?
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
I was in my Jr year at Rowan University. My early class was cancelled. I called my mom as soon as got back to my apartment and turned on the tv as the second tower was hit. I will never forget that moment or the heartache that surrounded campus afterwards.
TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
Clomid/Femara no "O"
IVF #1 BFN
FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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I was in my senior year of high school. I remember walking past the main office and seeing footage on TV. I walked from Spanish to Home Ec and that's where I found out exactly what was going on.
Terrible day for America. :-(
TTC since October 2008
IVF/ICSI #1 12/7/2011 = BFN
IVF/ICSI #2 1/31/2012 = BFN
IVF/ICSI #3 March 2013 Cancelled
IVF/ICSI #4 5/30/2013 = BFP
EDD 2/5/2014. Baby Girl Born 1/21/2014
FET #1 1/29/2016 = BFN
IVF/ICSI #5 11/10/2017 = All Freeze. Not able to access one ovary
FET #2 4/10/2018 = BFN
FET #3 11/10/2018 = BFP - Miscarriage
IVF/ICSI #6 3/17/2019 = All Freeze. PGT
FET #4 9/10/2019 = BFP
**PAIF/SAIFW ALWAYS WELCOMED**
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." (Matthew 7:7)
I was in my NYC Upper west side apartment when my roommate told me to look at the television. The first plane had just hit. I thought it was a terrible accident! I had just moved out of the apartment that I shared with my long term boyfriend, who worked in the financial center next door to the trade centers, and could not reach him.
I continued to Lincoln Center where I went to school and listened in horror as the news trickled in- another plane in DC where my family lives, more planes missing, another plane in the other tower, the towers falling, people jumping. A nightmare of epic proportion. I was one of the millions who walked en masse uptown in Manhattan that day. Everyone was shocked. The busses were full of elderly people, and anyone who could walk, did... no matter how far.
I tried for hours to reach my ex boyfriend, who came out alive, thank goodness. He saw everything, and as he recounted the horrors of what most of us only saw on the television, I cried and cried.
I remember standing on my balcony on 96th street that night, and only seeing about 7 taxis on the street... the roads were empty. I heard a dog bark from many blocks away. The smell in the air that night was something that I will never forget. I felt as though I was breathing souls.
The next day, my dear friend and roommate and I walked downtown for hours until we reaching the the financial district baracades. We went to offer support to our community-to thank the police and firemen on the front line, or as close as we could get to the front line that day. The island was closed on Sept 12 to everyone but residents. The streets were full of people. We all looked each other in the eyes as though to ask, " Are you okay? Am I okay? Are we all going to be okay?" People hugged, cried, reached out. In spite of the fact that everyone was shell shocked, everyone came out in a huge showing of support and community. Never was I so proud to be a New Yorker. The months that followed were filled with a mix of profound sadness and epic strength. Every year at this time, I am reminded of how proud I am of NYC and America for coming out on the other side of this enormous tragedy. The resiliency of NYC continues to fill me with immense pride.
TTC#1 since October 2010
"The jump is so frightening between where I am and where I want to be...because of all I may become I will close my eyes and leap." Mary Anne Radmacher
Me:35, 5 major abdominal surgeries for Ulcerative colitis, failed j pouch, perm. Ileostomy DX-DOR & Tubal abnormalities/Extensive Adhesions from earlier surgeries.latest fsh -26
IVF 1- March 2012 Antagonist Protocol; BCP until March 3; AFC this cycle is 10 (Hooray); Start stims on March 9; ER on March 19- 2R; 2T (1 perfect 8 cell, 1 scrappy 3 cell); tubal infection from ER-hospitalized. Doomed! BFN
Essure Procedure to treat bilateral hydrosalpinx; June 2012, wait 3 months for confirmation test.
IVF2 (Egg Banking)-letrozole/antagonist cycle; June/July 2012 225iu merional + cetrotide; slow responder, Ovulated before ER. Unbelievable. Canceled remaining cycles with my eggs
DE IVF in Brno, Czech. Approx. ET on Oct 6 CANCELLED-Essure didn't close both tubes-test again in 3 months
IVF3-DE IVF ET on Dec 9, 2012 (decided to roll the dice no matter what!)
2 perfect HB transferred; 8dp5dt beta:36; 10dp5dt beta 15; chemical pregnancy.
Turning our hearts toward adoption
DH:36, SA-perfect
Married since July 11, 2009
Fur baby Cairn Terrier
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I lived in Hoboken, NJ (right across from the city) and was leaving for work - I worked in Edgewater, NJ, right on the Hudson. I felt so strange walking out of my apartment but I didn't know what else to do. As I drove next to the river I could see the towers burning. I felt like I just had to get to work so I could be around other people I knew. When I got there, we sat at the water's edge and watched them burn and then collapse. A little while later we were sent home, but I couldn't get back the way I came because everything was blocked off. I tried to go home a different way but I couldn't get through. I finally got ahold of my dad on the phone and I decided to go to my parent's house. I had to go the long way because a lot of roads were closed. I couldn't get back to my apartment in Hoboken for a couple of days.
I have one very good friend who worked right across from the WTC towers, but luckily she caught the last ferry to NJ. I had a few other acquaintances who worked in the towers but they all made it out. In Hoboken there were posters all over from people hoping to find lost loved ones, and you could smell the smoke for like a week. It was pretty horrible.
Early loss 10/08
Lap 1/09
IVF #1 "natural IVF" - 1 egg retrieved, missed m/c
Tried several mini-stim cycles with no response
Switched clinics - dx'd as carrier for Fragile X
IVF #2 MDL protocol Jan/Feb converted to IUI, BFN
IVF #2 take 2: Antagonist, one embie, BFN
IVF #3: Antagonist, no fertilization
One last ditch effort at OE IVF (antagonist with Clomid) cancelled
DE cycle #1 Jan/Feb 2011, BFP, ectopic
DE cycle #2 June/July 2011 - BFP
10/28/11 Baby girl lost at 17 weeks due to pre-term labor. We love and miss you.
DE cycle #3 June/July 2012 - BFP, twins, both heartbeats stopped, D&C
2 frosties but don't know what's next
FET Dec 2012: BFP! Praying this one sticks for the long haul!
This gave me chills.
I was in CA in college, but I just happened to be staying with my Mom on 9/10. She woke me up on 9/11 and we watched in complete horror as we called all of our loved ones to let them know what was going on. No work or school that day. I remember everything was shut down and my hometown felt eerie like a ghost town.
Countless BFN(s)
Moving to IVF
IVF1 (ICSI): Long Lupron
6R. 3F. 3DT. 8Cell 1Grade 2Embies. 1Frostie.
Beta 1/22: 14 Beta 1/24: 24 Beta 1/26: 28
Round One Result: Chemical Pregnancy
Pressing Forward
IVF2 (ICSI/AH/ACU): Microdose Lupron Flare
13R. 11F. 5DT. 2TFR'ed. 1Frostie.
Round Two Result 4/30: Harsh BFN
FET. 2TFR'ed.
Round Three Result 6/25: BFN
Where do we go from here?
Moving forward with CCRM in 2013
ODWU revealed blocked tube(s). Lap 2/15.
Bilateral Tubal Ligation. Stage IV Endo.
Finally some (tough) answers.
IVF3 (ICSI/CCS): Antagonist with EPP
13R. We have 3 CCS Normal Embryos!
Lupron Depot: May 2013 to August 2013
Long awaited FET on 9/3. 2TFR'ed.
BFP on FRER 5dp5dt: IN SHOCK!
Beta1 9/10: 152.7! Beta2 9/12: 378! Beta3 9/14: 1224!
1st ultrasound 10/1: TWO beautiful heartbeats! Overjoyed!
DX: 6/9/2011: Azoo ICSI/IVF only option for biological child
IVF #1: ER - 9/26 * ET - 10/1 * beta#1 10/13 - 140 * beta#2 10/17 - 477 * beta#3 10/20 - 1101
1st u/s at 6w6d - one hb * 2nd u/s at 8w3d - no hb detected 11/10/11 * natural m/c 11/13/11
FET #1 Jan/Feb 2012 - 3 delays - cancelled 2/13
FET #1.2 - May/June 2012 - ET 6/6/* beta#1 6/15 - 95 * beta #2 6/19 - 322 * beta #3 6/22 - 940
7/6 1st u/s @ 7 weeks - one beautiful hb - released from RE
EDD 2/22/2013
PAIF/SAIF/PGAL welcome
Dx: DH - Azoo, Me - Mild PCOS
DH - sperm found! Seems to produce only for a few days every 70 days!
Over 1 million in cryo in 15 vials over 6 samples
IVF #1 - 1 beautiful expanded blast transferred, 4 snowbabies - beta #1 11/30/11 = BFFN
FET #1, transfered 2 embies 2/16/12 = BFFN; 1 snowbaby left in cryo
IVF #2 + CGH = 4 genetically normal embies on ice. FET September 26th
SAIF/PAIF always welcome
a special GL and prayers to my IF sister Gregermis
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I was in Ghana, West Africa, in a small village delivering meds to a family friend, making my way back to university where I was spending the year abroad. I got on a tro-tro (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tro_tro) & seeing I was abviously NOT Ghanaian, the guy driving it said "America has been blown up". I was like "Huh?" & he turned on the radio to the BBC but the reports were sketchy @ best. I got back to the university & headed to the international students' coordinator's office since I knew she had sattelite TV. I got there just as the 2nd tower fell; I think every American student @ the university was there.
We all took turns calling our families but the lines were jammed. One girl lost her dad who was a NYC cop. The brother of a kid I went to high school with was on flight 175 out of Boston. My uncle (dad's youngest bro) was originally supposed to be on that flight for work-related travel but his company screwed up (thankfully) & put him on a later flight that never ended up taking off.
I was working at a Federal Building adjacent to the Whi.te House at the time. I got news via AOL IM (!) that a plane hit the one of the towers, then another. We didn't have a TV in our building so news reports were scarce, and I was a new employee so no one really chatted with me. Shortly after I heard of the second plane hitting the second tower, my office building shook...it was the plane hitting the Pent.agon. I could see the smoke rising from my window. We were told to evacuate. I basically ran out of my building, got on the Metro and made it to my house right as the second tower was falling. I sat glued to the TV for the 12 hours.
I believe that I went to work the next day. They wanted Federal employees to report to show that the terrorists couldn't beat us. The city was empty and so weird...there was just a quiet stillness to it. The whole thing, even now, is just indescribable.
TTC Since 10/08 4 IUIs=BFNx4
IVF#1=BFP!! Twins!!
Bradley and Billy born and lost on 2/2/11 at 19w2d due to pPROM/PTL. I miss you, little angels.
IVF#2=BFN
IVF#3=c/p IVF#4=Empty Follicle Syndrome; 1 mature, fertilized, & made it to blast. 5dt of "the lone ranger" on 9/6. Please stick, little one!
TTC since 2007
6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
I was in my first year of teaching, only day 6 of the school year with 4th and 5th graders, had just moved to San Diego two weeks before where I knew no one, and had just broken up with my BF of 2 years the night before. It was a surreal feeling to be watching everything taking place and I remember feeling like I was so completely alone in this huge new town where I knew no one! I spent the day trying to comfort my students, in addition to the fact that my team teacher had a son who worked in tower 1. She was not able to get ahold of him until the next day, but thank goodness he was okay. Being in San Diego, a very large population of our student body were from military families, so it was a very rough school year, as the country went to war!
IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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glueck, thank you so much for sharing this. I sat here with tears streaming down my face as I read your words. I can only imagine the horror you must have felt being there first hand!
IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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My Mum tells me where she was when man first walked on the moon, when JFK was shot. We all have our stories of this tragic event.
Multiple ectopics, 2 failed IVF's
IVF #1: Did not get to ET, embies all failed PGD (major chromosomal defects)
IVF #2: We have 2 chromosomally perfect embies as a result of PGD (Boy/Girl) 1 failed the thaw (Girl) Transferred 1, yet ended as a c/p
Thought it was the end of our TTC Journey 6/20/2012
SHOCK BFP 9/28/2012: IT'S A BOY! and everything is normal !!!!!!
Little A born 38w 2d on 05/23/13 and is a true miracle for this IF Vet!
I was a freshman in college. It was one of the first classes of the year and it started at 10am. Because I had no TV or radio in my dorm, I showered and got to class with no idea that the first plane had hit.
When I got to class, everyone was there, but they were buzzing and I remember wondering what was going on. The professor flew into the room looking upset and frantic. He told us in the amphitheater that a plane had crashed into the WTC. At first, I think we all thought it was some kind of horrible accident.
At that time, laptop projectors and smartboards were really new, so he spent at least 20 minutes trying to set up his laptop to project the news onto the big screen. All the NYers excused themselves and were trying to call home.
Before he could get the news on the screen, the second plane hit the towers and that was when we all knew it was no accident. Finally, he got the news on the screen, but eventually we were excused from class and the rest of classes were canceled.
I just remember dozens of us sitting in the living room of the dorm in silence watching them burn and we all were so devastated when they eventually fell.
I also remember the terror of hearing that there were planes in PA and the Pentagon and wondering if one could be headed for Philadelphia. Every phone line was jammed and it took hours for students to reach loved ones...
It's amazing to me that my teenage middle schoolers were just babies when it happened because it feels so recent to me...
TTC since March 2009 // Me and DH - 28
Testing Summer/Fall 2010 - Unexplained IF
IUIs #1-4 ~ Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IUI #5 ~ Femara/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ BFN
IUIs #6-9 ~ Research Study Meds/Pregnyl/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IVF Consultation, More Testing
Diagnostic Cycle ~ Mucinex/Progesterone/TI ~ BFN
IVF #1 ~ Menopur/Bravelle/Ganirelix/Novarel/Progesterone/Lupron
7R, 6F // 2 transferred // 3 frosties ~ BFN
FET #1 ~ Estrace/PIO/Lupron
3 thawed // 2 transferred // 1 lost // no more frosties ~ BFP!!
Beta #1 - 456 // Beta #2 - 1176 // Beta #3 - 2933 // Beta #4 - 6753
EDD: May 16, 2013
Bedrest for SCH // 6w2d through 10w1d
Elevated TSH and Lazy Thyroid DX @ 10w - Started Synthroid
Finally released from RE at 13w
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I was getting ready for work when I saw the 2nd plane hit the tower. It was surreal. I called DH (BF at the time) asking about his sister. She lived in the upper west side in NYC at the time. My future MIL was FREAKING out. However, my SIL was ok and was running late to work.
When I heard about the Pentagon and in PA, I was a mess. Schools were cancelled (DH was going to college at the time). I still went to work but I did nothing. Just watching the news on the computer and listening to the radio.
When I got home, my mom was in tears b/c of all the kids whose parents were gone or unaccounted for. I could not stop watching tv. It was surreal then and still is to this day.
I think I have the headlines of our local newspaper from that fateful day.