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If it's ok, I'm going to slink into the back corner (intro)

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Hi ladies!  I tested yesterday afternoon and got a very faint 2nd line.  This morning I dipped 2 tests and got those 2nd lines again, still faint.  I will go for betas, but I'm not quite ready to yet.  I've never gotten a +hpt before a bleed, so I think I will hold out until Monday for betas.  If I make it to then without bleeding, I might have a chance with this pregnancy.

For those that don't know me, I joined TTCAL after my first pregnancy ended in the removal of my tube after seeing babies heartbeat in June 2011.  I went on to have another ectopic which was diagnosed and treated with methotrexate in October.  We went to an RE and had an HSG done which showed my tube was open.  We decided to try one last time before moving to IVF.  That ended in a presumed ectopic in February.  We went through IVF in May followed by a transfer of the embryos that were frozen...both were unsuccessful and heartbreaking.

I'm hoping and praying so hard that this one is different.  That this one will finally bring us our rainbow baby.  At this point I'm not getting excited...I'm rather numb.  I hate that this journey has taken away that excitement.  I wish I could be naive again.

So, can I come hang out with you gals?

3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • rkricheyrkrichey member
    Congrats on the BFP!  Welcome to the board :) 
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  • Mmm79Mmm79 member
    Congratulations and welcome!  I remember you from TTCAL and you have been through so much.  Sending you tons of sticky vibes.

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    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






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  • MauLoaM0MMauLoaM0M member

    Congrats!!! Come find yourself a sticky seat!


    BFP #2: 08/23/12; EDD: 05/04/13 ~Please stick little one!!! DS born 05/09/13 at 40w5d

    BFP #1: 05/05/12; EDD: 01/01/13; m/c: 05/21/12 ~Forever in our hearts~ 

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  • orangegogglesorangegoggles member

     So happy for you! I think of you often (in a non creepy way of course, lol) and have been rooting you on. Sending you lots and lots of prayers that this is your time. A million congratulations! Big Smile

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    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
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  • jen629jen629 member
    Congrats and welcome!
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    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
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  • EKGibsEKGibs member
    lurking....woo hoo! congrats!!!
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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  • KittyKatMomKittyKatMom member
    Welcome and congrats!
    "My friends, love is better than anger. Hope is better than fear. Optimism is better than despair. So let us be loving, hopeful and optimistic. And we'll change the world." - Jack Layton

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  • kelly321kelly321 member
    Congratulations! I really hope that you have an uneventful and healthy 9 months ahead of you!

    BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
    BFP2: 3/18/12, blighted ovum, natural m/c @ 7w4d
    BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence

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  • RachaeleighRachaeleigh member
    Yes, yes, yes!!! Congrats. Very happy to see this.

    4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
    All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal

    5 IUIs = BFN

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  • pinktrojanbride120107pinktrojanbride120107 member
    Delino, I hope and pray with everything I've got that this is your rainbow!
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  • melly918melly918 member
    Yay! I am so excited to see you here! hoping this is it for you!
    DS born 2009
    BFP#2 ~ 8/2/11, EDD 4/11/12, D&C 9/12/11 at 9w5d
    BFP#3 ~ 4/15/12, EDD 12/21/12 ~ DD born 12/22/12
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  • Missa_gMissa_g member
    Delino my love!!!!! I'm praying with all my might that this will be your take home baby!
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    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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  • SouthernBellaKSSouthernBellaKS member
    I have everything crossed for you that can possibly be crossed.

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  • Mrs.DeliaMariePMrs.DeliaMarieP member

    Welcome!  It is wonderful to see you over here!  FX that this will finally be your turn, but I definitely understand the fear and the longing to be excited.

    Hope you get to stay! 


    BFP 12/19/08- DS born 8/25/09 9lbs2oz via Zavanelli Maneuver
    BFP 8/26/11- Missed miscarriage discovered 10/19/11 at 11w2d, measured at 9 weeks gestation w/ no HB. D&C 10/21/11
    BFP 3/17/12 at 12dpo CP 3/21/12
    BFP 4/23/12 at 10dpo Stick my little one! Beta #1: 83.3 @ 13dpo Beta #2: 197.7 @ 15dpo
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  • CNYBride05CNYBride05 member

    **lurking**

    OMG Delino!!!  FX for a sticky, sticky bean and totally uneventful and healthy 9 mos!! 

    Natural m/c Oct. 2005

    Dx: balanced translocation and LPD

    TTC since Oct 2011

    BPF 02/19/12, EDD 10/31/12, natural m/c 02/28/12 (4w6d)

    IVF (BCPs starting 10/30/12, ER 11/18/12, 5dt of 1 beautiful, healthy embryo 11/23/12)
    BFP 12/02/12, u/s @ 6w,5d showed 2 HBs! Identical twins!!
    Bed rest from 21w-35w due to short cervix, hospital bed rest from 23w-32w due to PTL
    Our rainbows were born 07/19/13 (36w, 5d)

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  • lex382lex382 member
    Congrats!!  I wish you a very healthy pregnancy - keep us updated on how you're doing
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  • ala_1220ala_1220
    Yay!!!  That's so exciting...congrats!!!
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    1st pregnancy: BFP- 6/28/09 - Found out we lost our little girl on 10/9/09 at 19w 4d - D&E- 10/14/09

    June 2010, corrective surgery for Septate Uterus and large fibroids

    2nd pregnancy: BFP- 10/18/10 - Slow rising, non-doubling HCGs, no heart beat. Non-viable pregnancy, D&C- 11/12/10

    Started Metformin 6/30/11, Started Clomid 7/20/11 - Unsuccessful

    HSG and Laparoscopic surgery revealed blocked tubes and lots of scar tissue...IVF here we come!!!

    Surprise BFP naturally!!! IT'S A BOY!!!

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  • raashtonraashton member

    Delino, I literally have tears of joy in my eyes for you, dear friend!

    It's okay for you to be numb at the moment, I am feeling high as a kite for the both of us right now! But come Monday, you're have to drop the numbness!

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  • LovenizLoveniz member
    Congrats! Welcome To the board
    TTC #1 Since Oct 2011
    BFP #1 4/29/12 m/c 5/18/12 at 6w2d
    BFP #2 8/28/12 EDD 5/10/13 MC 9/22/12 at 6w4d
    BFP #3 12/31/12 EDD 9/12/13

    Me Dx: DOR   DH: all tests normal
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  • QuigleyCat1QuigleyCat1 member
    So happy for you!!! Great thoughts and prayers for this rainbow! I wish you a very happy and healthy nine months, Delino. Congratulations!

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  • Bizzy80Bizzy80 member
    OMG Congratulations!  So happy to see you here.  Good luck with your betas.
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  • cmumamacmumama member
    Congrats!! So happyfor you!
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  • Cherry1111Cherry1111 member
    Congrats! It has been a long, crappy journey for you. Praying this is your take home baby!
    BFP#1 2/18/2011, EDD 10/18/2011, natural m/c 2/28/2011 @ 7 weeks
    BFP#2 5/28/2011, EDD 2/1/2012, chemical pg
    BFP#3 10/22/2011, EDD 6/30/2012, natural m/c 11/3/2011 @ 6 weeks
    BFP#4 4/16/2012, EDD 12/24/2012, Beta #1 23 @ 10dpo, Beta #2 68 @ 12dpo, Beta #3 370 @ 16dpo, Saw baby and heartbeat on 5/11/2012.

    It's a boy!
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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    AHHH!!!! Congrats!!!!! So so so happy for you and keeping everything crossed that your baby is nestled into your ute. I will be stalking you!
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    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
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    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
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  • LoveOfMikesLifeLoveOfMikesLife member
    AAAAHHHHH you know how thrilled I am for you! I love you :) make that one super sticky seat
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  • kpowers982kpowers982 member
    Thrilled doesn't even begin to cover it! Congratulations! I am really hoping you'll be here for the long haul :)
    Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
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  • angielayne926angielayne926 member
    DELINO!  I am so excited to see you over here!  Pull up a seat and get comfy!

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    BFP #2 8/9/11 EDD 4/18/12 ectopic pregnancy (methotrexate) 8/24/11 ruptured tube and removal 8/29/11


    BFP #3 3/9/12 EDD 11/19/12 Logan born 11/18/12

    BFP #4 10/21/14 EDD 6/30/15


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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    so glad I lurked today! Congrats Delino!! Praying hard this is your rainbow baby!
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  • pb&fluffpb&fluff member
    Congratulations!!!  I hope this is your take home baby!!
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  • delinodelino member
    Thank you for the warm welcome ladies!
    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • AmyG2bAmyG2b member
    Congrats and welcome! 
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  • katharine25katharine25 member
    OMG YAY!!!!!!! Hoping and praying to whoever will listen that this is IT for you!!!!!
    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
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  • shellycoshellyco member
    Congrats! I hope this is it for you!
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  • hungryhippohungryhippo member
    Adding my TP that this will be the baby that comes home with you. I so hope this is it for you!
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
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  • bluebonnetmegbluebonnetmeg member
    I was so hoping to see you intro this week!!! CONGRATS! It is wonderful to see you over here. Thoughts and prayers that you have a nice, long, uneventful stay!
    BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP! EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000 IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
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  • SoCoGirlSoCoGirl member
    I am keeping everything crossed for you!  I am SOOOOO happy to see you here!
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  • BootsOrHeartsBootsOrHearts member

    Awww seeing this made my day! Congrats and I hope you have a boring 9 months ahead of you.

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    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • MuffinhbMuffinhb member
    Congrats!! Im so happy to see you here!!

    BFP#1 11.19.10 Missed MC 01.10.11 Sam & Alex
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  • roxyttandmeroxyttandme member
    Really happy for you! 
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  • amidkiffamidkiff member
    What a wonderful surprise to wake up to this morning! I am so happy for you, and I'm making you a nice super sticky seat!
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