It's Monday day and I am MANIC! After I vent you can too!
Here is my reason(s) to be manic:
IF we don't close on the house by Friday we lose it. We are having issues closing on the house because SOMEONE (aka rude neighbors) STOLE $750 worth of water while we weren't living in our house down south. We filed a police report but the city sent our crap to a collection agency who put a lean on our credit. DID NOT find this out till today. It takes 45 days to get the lean taken off our credit. We have to get it done in 1 day! I am due OCT FREAKING 24th! Which means I am term Oct 3rd and they won't stop labor after Step. 26th! I have no house or room to step up baby things and no outlet for my nesting. If we lose the house I have to find somewhere to rent in the next 2 weeks. The stress of this is making me want to drink, but I am pregnant and can't (won't) drink (not that I would drink during the day while I am by myself at home with a 2 year old).
EVERYTHING ELSE: My step dad has ALS and I am dwelling on it today. I miss my grandmother and I really wish I could talk to her about natural child birth as she was a RN and would be of big help. She died almost 10 years ago. I am worried about my youngest brother and how he is going to handle transitioning to college. I don't have any other outlet for this other than my husband who is dealing with the stress of it as well. I miss my friends!
So there you have it! Who else just needs to VENT.
Re: Manic Monday!
Omigosh, this would make me crazy! I am so sorry. Bureaucracy!!
I was more venty this morning when DH slept for probably eight hours in a row. It just doesn't feel fair that he gets to love on Elinor and I spend most of my time fighting with her to eat, weeping, and trying to sleep. The Baby Blues are seriously the worst.