Long time, no post. I apologize for being MIA lately, but it's very difficult for me to Bump during the day now and I'm very busy at night so there's been a lot of lurking, but not a lot of posting.
I wanted to take a minute to post an update about me (while my mgr is in a meeting...shhhhhh!)
Welp, this Friday will be IVF#4 (FET#2) for me. I wish I could say I'm excited and hopeful, but I'm not. To be honest, I'm terrified. I've completely fallen off the wagon as for as my diet was going (and I was down 21 pounds! I've gained back about 11 of those pounds already...), I've been really lazy about my meds (I used to take them at the exact same minute every day, now it's *around* the same time, but it could be an hour or two off here and there... plus, twice now I've forgotten to change my Vivelle patch on the third day! UGH!), and I just haven't kept the strict lifestyle I was keeping prior to all my past cycles. I'm so scared to m/c again and the timing of this cycle isn't the best so I've just been going through the motions. I hope by Friday I've found some positivity somewhere and I get more excited... we'll see.
I had a lining check done today and it was 9 point something... see, I didn't even care enough to get the exact measurement. As long as it's above 8, I'm happy and it appears that it is. I'm going to double-up on the Pom Wonderful pills for the next 3 days just to be on the safe side.
In other news... last month I found out my BFF IRL has been struggling with IF for about 13 months. She recently did her first IUI with Clomid and she should be getting her results today. It would be wonderful if we were pregnant together.... I don't know if she'll tell me the result right away. If it's positive, she may want to tell me with all our other friends, if it's neg, she may want some time to digest everything... so I'll just be sitting and wondering for a while.
So that's it for now.... I'll try to get online a little more often.