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I'm Lupron-Crazy.

LaineyPaneyLaineyPaney member
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So, Hubby and I have been arguing a lot lately.

He says that I fly off the handle about the smallest things. I totally disagree, and I think he's just stressed and taking it out on me. I, of course, think everything is his fault. He thinks it's all my fault. Nobody has even brought up the Lupron side-effects...and maybe that's because he's too afraid to mention it. 

I don't know. 

I've basically just been in my room for the past 4 hours trying to just stay to myself so that we don't argue anymore. 

I go from being fine to hot flashing and sweating like crazy...then I'm cold...then, I'm sorry and crying, but I'm NOT going to go out there and apologize because although my reactions may be crazy, the content of my message to Hubby was spot-on, and I don't think he's being very understanding! 

 

I'm effing crazy. 

I know it. 

Just say it. 

I think I only have 6 more days of this sh*t. I should just check myself into a hotel for the next 6 days.

 

Is it going to be any better when I start the stimming stuff, or is it going to get worse? Tell me. Honesty here. I need to know. I need to prepare myself. 

...and my family.

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Re: I'm Lupron-Crazy.

  • melkel559melkel559 member
    Ugh so sorry, I have totally been there and not looking forward to starting it again next week. I have found I was more moody on BCPs and Lupron than on the stims but who really knows...I have not felt right ever since the IF diagnosis really. But on the Lupron I was totally bat sh!t crazy and both DH and I knew this was why but it didn't help matters any! Hoping you get some relief soon. Side effects from meds suck..especially when you are in a bad mindset to begin with.
    TTC since June 2011
    DX: DH (30) severe MFI, severely low count & low motility
    Me (32): all clear
    Appt with Urologist 5/21/12: exam, ultrasound, bloodwork all normal.
    Testicular Biopsy with TESE on 6/8/12. good sperm found! (left side only) froze sperm, failed thaw test :(
    Orientation for IVF/ICSI on 6/13/12. Waiting for the green light following biopsy results...results show adequate sperm production both sides.
    2nd SA 6/18/12: sample is "adequate for ICSI"
    Plan: IVF/ICSI July 2012!
    ER: 7/26/12. 15 eggs retrieved, all mature.
    TESE/TESA/aspiration from epididymis, no motile sperm found :(
    froze all eggs, the saga of praying for good sperm continues.
    8/3/12: 2nd opinion from MFI uro on biopsy slides. Suspects "partial late maturation arrest."
    Plan: more SAs, third biopsy/TESE with frozen back-up either from DH or DS.
    SA 8/17/12: Zero sperm
    SA 8/23/12: Zero sperm
    9/26/12: SPERM FOUND! 15 eggs thawed, 12 survived and were ICSI'd, only 3 fertilized normally. Refrozen as embies and will thaw in Nov. Please survive and grow!
    All 3 survived the thaw on 11/15/12!
    FET 11/17/12: transferred 2, one 4B, one 4C. Beta 11/30:BFFN
    moving on to DS
    DIUI#1 2/18/13,50mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta 3/4/13: BFN.
    DIUI#2 3/19/13, 50 mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta #1 (14dpiui) 4/2/13: BFP!!!! 150. Beta #2 4/4/13: 420 Beta #3 4/8/13: 2691. Beta #4 4/15/13: 15,086
    1st u/s 4/8/13 shows one gestational sac
    2nd u/s 4/15/13 shows yolk sac, fetal pole and early heartbeat
    3rd u/s 4/25/13: measuring right on track. Heart rate 148 bpm
    A/S 7/22/13: IT'S A BOY!!
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  • freeman2121freeman2121

    I'd like to offer you some positive news about what's coming up......................but I don't have any

    Best wishes!!

    TTC since 2006 3 Fertility Clinics Test, Pills & Injectables....oh my. Numerous failed IUI's 7 or 8 or more? IVF #1 June 2012 ~ praying this is the only one ER 6/13/12 - 13 ret, 7 fertilized, 7 progressing, ET 6/15/12, BFN & No freeze babies. Onto IVF #2 in October 2012. No, wait, body not cooperating. IVF #2 in November 2012 IVF #2 Began Provera in Sept to make me start. Never started. I O'd on my own??? 2 weeks of BCPs. Period. Baseline & Labs 10/25 Stims started 10/26 ~ 225 Follistim in the am. 150 Bravelle & 5 Lupron in pm. Trigger 11/4, ER 11/6, ET 11/9 - 2 great embies. 3 Freezebabies. Beta 11/23/2012 BFN. Now what??? I don't know if I can keep going? Daisypath Anniversary tickers I know the Lord would put a strong desire in my heart if it wasn't meant to be. - Isaiah 41:10
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  • jmorta04jmorta04 member
    Everyone is certainly different, but I found I was moodier and more miserable on the Lupron than the Follistim.  I had miserable headaches and was exhausted.  Once I cut my dose of Lupron down and started the Follistim, I felt much better.  GL!
    Married July 2011; TTC since April 2011; DX: MFI
    IVF #1 in August 2012: BFP!
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  • Edwina.McDunnoughEdwina.McDunnough
    You'll feel better once your E2 levels start to go up. Hang in there. 
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  • Mayzie15Mayzie15 member
    I lost almost all the mood swings once I was off the Lupron to me it was by far the worst part of the process for me.

    Me 38 MH 41 - TTC since June 2010 - dx with Severe MFI. Straight to IVF with ICSI. IVF #1 - ER 06/13/12 - 9 Eggs Retrieved - 4 ICSI'd - only 2 fert. 06/15/12 - 2DT - 3 cell & 6 cell with fragmentation. Beta 06/29/12 - IVF #1 = BFN. 07/20/12 - WTF Appt -Told by our RE to quit IVF. Second Opinion from RE is good. IVF#2 - November 2012. Estradiol Pills Started 11/6. Stims start 11/16. ER 11/26 - 7 eggs retrieved - all mature. 4 fertilized with ICSI. ET 11/29 Transferred 3 embryos. Beta is 12/10. 1st Beta 81 2nd Beta 160 and 3rd beta 360!!! First U/S 12/21/12 - We saw one beautiful gest. sac. 2nd U/S is 01/04/2013 - H/B 183 02/05/13 - NT Scan - everything looks good and IT'S A BOY!  Aiden was born 08/20/2013.

    IVF #2 is in progress.  ER was 05/12/14 - 11 eggs retrieved, 8 fertilized with ICSI.  ET was 05/15/14 - we transferred 3 embryos as we did on the cycle my son was conceived.  We were able to freeze 3 embryos. Beta is scheduled for 05/26/14.  1st beta - 111.  2nd beta - 159 didn't double :( 3rd beta Friday 5/30) - not a lot of hope left. Beta # 3 is 247 - probably ectopic.  Beta # 4 is 813 - possibly vanishing multiple sydrome?  06/05/14 - 5w4days - first U/S - we see a gestational sac and yolk - still have hope!  06/17/14 - 7w1day - U/S and saw and heard the heartbeat - Finally!  06/27/14 - 8w4days - Baby and heartbeat look and sound great :)  EDD 02/01/14 and It's a boy!


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