Today is rough already

Heatherhah · June 2012

Well today marks 38 wks 4 days that Sydney has been gone, she was here with me the exact amount of time. Tomorrow she will have been gone longer than she was here and that hurts so much. I have been crying all morning. I know it is just a number to others but to me that was all I had was those 38 wks 4 days with my sweet baby. This sucks and isn't fair. I am not even sure that anyone else in my family even realizes this. DH gets sad but he isn't one to think of numbers. He wouldn't think of this like I do. He misses her but it truly is different for men.

Heather

Heatherhah · June 2012

Thank you mdharrison!!

tuscanbride2007 · June 2012

Sending you huge hugs today! My DH is the same way. Yesterday was 3 months since Annabelle was born and it didn't even phase him, while I held back tears all day long. We had so much more time and bonding with our babies so we remember and are affected so much more by all of the milestones.

fluttergirlmoonchild79 · June 2012

I'm a big numbers person and I remember when Corbin was gone for 37 days vs the 36 he was here, it was a really rough day for me to. I try to focus on the time we had. {{HUGS}}

medblais · June 2012

I am sorry you are hurting today, but can understand the pain. I got hung up on the dates of big milestones (which I feel like you are experiencing today!). Eventhough time has to go on, and it will begin tomorrow that Sydney has been gone longer than she was here- she was still here. And you had the 38 weeks 4 days with her. On my hard milestone days, I really try to remember the good memories rather than the fact that my baby isn't here. I hope you can find some comfort today! {{hugs}}