So first off I want to say congrats to all of you ladies who are expecting your rainbow babies. That is amazing and I wish you all the best. I just found out I am pregnant. The line is super faint but it is definitely there. It would bean understatement to say hat I'm scared. I am having a hard time believing that it's true and I keep reliving Letson's pregnancy and how it was perfect and then sh was gone. I am so scared of the possibility since I have had the worse outcome. My husband and best friend reassure me that I'm pregnant but I just don't know how to feel. All the things I thought that reassured me I had a healthy baby I can't believe in and since I'm so early i feel like it could slip through my fingers so easily. I guess my question is when you were in your early stage what seemed to be the dominant emotion? Sorry this was so long but I needed to talk to someone until I can get into my therapist, lol.