Is it possible that I have become a total nut!

LyseeH

so i havnt been sleeping so well lately because of my back, but honestly i have been have the weirdest dreams when i do fall asleep and i swear it makes me not want to sleep anymore!!!! i feel like ive completly lost my mind because my poor 6 year old just want some girl mama time and i just am such a grouch i want to be left alone completly that i dont even want the dogs to cuddle sometimes and the only person i have even a little tolerance for is my husband and his military and has an odd schedule where hes gone for a day and a half then home for 2 but sleeps the entire first day away! i have been hiding out in the bathroom inorder to get some quite time and i feel aweful because our daughters only here over the summers and vacations what can i do i feel like such a bad mom! we havnt told her about the baby yet either because we arent sure how shell react and i think because i have no explination of my behavior even she thinks im loosing it haha!

mlangs

Please use punctuation... this hurts my head.

pepperchanning

mlangs:

Please use punctuation... this hurts my head.

Haha. I see some in there, sort of!  Just a lot of run-ons...

EDIT:  Oh, and no caps.  I think that's our issue here. 

blowfish11

Word wall. Head hurts. Leaving post.

pepperchanning

blowfish11:

Word wall. Head hurts. Leaving post.

mlangs

pepperchanning:

mlangs:

Please use punctuation... this hurts my head.

Haha. I see some in there, sort of!  Just a lot of run-ons...

EDIT:  Oh, and no caps.  I think that's our issue here. 

It's all an issue.

NoeliaV

So many words.
So few paragraphs.
Ow.

JenniatONU

I read basically "I sleep on my back" and then noticed there was no 'end' in sight. I then stopped reading. Later, I saw the title and thought "Oh I don't remember what this post was about."

Then I remembered. I read all of the PP's posts to see what this post was about... I'm glad I wasn't the only one who skipped over trying to decipher this.

 

LyseeH

well i appoligize after writing correctly all day because for my job i need to be constantly writing. i dont need to be lectured or commented on about it. i appoligize but i spent my day writing and editing other things if you dont like how i typed out my post then im sorry for my little rant on there without punctuation.  however if it bothers you that much then please just dont read it, i dont make comments on anyone elses posts like that and i try to be positive i get enough crap at home about my imperfection and i am on here for a little support once in a while so id appriciate the non-negative k thanks so much!

jenyjeny

sort of random, but have you considered going swimming with you daughter? I find I feel so much better in the water, and DD has tons of fun. It's really relaxing, even at the public pool. It feels good to float

 

I hope you start feeling better soon! And I say just tell her. Rip it off like a bandaid. 

LyseeH

thanks! thats a good idea my sister has a kids pool thats pretty deep!!!! i just havnt been in it with her and we went to the beach the other day for a movie, but i never though of it for a swim (haha my husband rarely lets go of me near water i am a terrible swimmer!) maybe we could try one of the pools on post, thanks so much! i have been feeling like im just this grouchy mean ol momma lately! i just hate that im usually the fun nice one and she is ready to hid out then talk to me lol

BrittanyDoesDerby

blowfish11:

Word wall. Head hurts. Leaving post.

Basically. 

ClarissaExplainsItAll

I will never understand the 'i write correctly all day so now is my time that I don't have to' argument. shouldnt it be more difficult not to write correctly because its a habit? i realize how hypocritical i look right now... im on my phone.

LyseeH

then dont write on here or read it....and yes i do its not an excuse but if i feel the need to rant....and mind you i read everyone elses posts with no negative comments....so maybe yall should try the same.....and no because i dont care i hate having to take my time to make sure its alll correct and perfect once im done im done.....if you all have an issue then dont be on here and honestly again i am on here because theres not so much encouragement or support at home....maybe i need to write about my half way there husband who doesnt seem to care much about this kid because hes afraid ill miscarry again so all he does is focus on the army and whatever chick gives him attention that day.....then yall can have something to say about that too?.....or that im cranky with my daughter because i work with special needs severly behavioral kids who are in my face all day that i just want 5 minutes to myself and you guys can comment about that too?.....if you are not supporitive or anything like that then excuse me but as nicly as i can say it because typically im a nasty potty mouth....but it piss off and get over yourselfs....im so far from perfect but its who i am and you guys arent perfect either but you dont see me commenting or judging.....frankly grammer and writing correctly and perfectly for you guys isnt the most important thing in my life right now....i read the sometimes completly stupid posts but say not a word because honestly if i dont have something supportive or nice to offer i dont bother to waste anyones time.....again k thanks so much if you have an issue dissappear or dont read!