Let's hear it ladies, remember no confessions about food (unless it was used in an unconventional way ) or slacking off at work due to TB, and no hugs!
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My back has been killing me for a few days now. I made a chiropactor appointment with the first person available and I went in today. Let me tell you the chiropactor I got was so yummy!! Great smile, nice build and all around yummy. Since I am still on no sex restrictions, I am hoping he makes an appearence in my dreams tonight, if not some time real soon. I'm just saying it would be nice.
O.K. I'm going to get this out here and relieve a little guilt. Last night I had a sex dream about DH's cousin (we dated for a year in HS). We see him maybe 6 times a year and I know DH is still jealous. I don't know where the dream came from. It left me feeling guilty all day. The worse part is I have this dream about once a month.
My H's cousin is my ex too. However, I dated him for over 7 years. My H and his cousin are really close so I see him probably monthly and he come up in conversation weekly. He was in our wedding party even. I have sex, cheating and dispise dreams ALL the time about him. So don't feel bad. It happens. One time in my dream I told him to leave me alone because I was happy. I did not have a dream about him for several months.
Yay!! Now I know the rules an wont feel like an eejit lol!
I have two--
1) I had a very naughty dream about our CFO last night--not good considering I have a meeting with him tomorrow
2) AF is still here and I don't like getting down and dirty while she is here so had a little "one on one" time before DH gets home and then will fake a headache most likely...
TTC #1 since November 2011
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
I had a margarita with dinner tonight and now I'm a little tipsy. DH is out with friends, and I'm thinking about reading some of my erotica novel before he gets home. I'm hoping my buzz won't wear off too much.
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I'm taking guitar lessons, and the other week while I was waiting for my teacher to finish with the student ahead of me, the other teachers were coming out to get there student. All I could do was sit there and think: There are 5 young, hot guitar teachers at this place. How did I end up with the 60-year-old pudgy, socially awkward guy? Granted, he's a music professor, so his lessons are quite possibly more educational, but I think I'd be willing to trade for one of the hot ones ;-)
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP2: 3/18/12, blighted ovum, natural m/c @ 7w4d BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
I had a margarita with dinner tonight and now I'm a little tipsy. DH is out with friends, and I'm thinking about reading some of my erotica novel before he gets home. I'm hoping my buzz won't wear off too much.
love it my nightly confession's close:
when I've known DH will be gone for most of the night after work, I got tipsy, dove into 50 Shades of Grey, and DIDN'T wait for him to get home... and yea, then he didn't get any cuz I was happy =P
DOUBLE confession (these make me think of Taxi Cab Confessions!! is that I had a SERIOUSLY hot dream with my DH and his best friend, who was our best man... and it was sooooo akward for me inside next time I saw him!
I pulled out my handy dandy candy cane vibrator today and masterbaded like there was no tomorrow..... yep, that's my confession and I'm sticking to it lol
(USE TO BE, WISH2BEMOMMY). 1st BFP ever Aug. 16, 2010.... 1st OB appt. Sept. 8, 2010, u/s showed poss. blighted ovum.... b/w 9/8/10 22,698 b/w 9/10/10 14,521.... mmc confirmed, started naturally m/c 9/15/10, d & c 9/16/10 I love you my precious monkey!! 2nd BFP March 2011.... c/p, miss you lil one!! 3rd BFP Nov. 20, 2011, subcornial hemorrhage detected 11/24/11 heartbeat found.... LO's heartbeat lost 11/25/11.... d & c 11/26/11..... I love and miss you so much baby!!!! C/P 4/26/12.... gone before I knew you.... off BCP 10-1-13.. BFP 11-20-13.. SCH for 7 weeks.. 3-4-14: It's a Girl!.. 4-22-12 emergency cerclage placed..7-7-14 cerclage removed at 36w.. delivered Lillian Marie 7-28-14..
"An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth.
Then whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth"
I'm not sure if this is juicy enough for NC, but it's juicier than anything I usually have so here goes:
I engaged in drug-seeking behavior. I had my SHG coming up and have had one before. I whined to my OB about how much the first one hurt and I wanted something stronger than motrin for the second. I *actually* wanted it because I'm getting more tattoo work done this weekend and I wanted a little something to help me through that. My first session hurt like a beeyoch.
I didn't break the law, but only because the doc shut me down. Feh. I bet if I'd asked for Clomid, she'd have given me a jar full.
You need to meet my doctor lol. I get 100 Percocet at a time and she gave me permission to take an extra one when I was getting my memorial tattoo.
Married 07/17/2010 Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010 TTC since Oct 2010 BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011 Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012 Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013 Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.
BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013 Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm. Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob! It's a boy!
Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long
I verbally b!tch-slapped a woman here at work. Not too bad, right?
Except she's a woman of the cloth and she's elderly. But she pushed me to it and well, I no longer have a filter.
But it was a nice b!tch slap, though. It was like a love tap with spikes and my inner child laughing maniacally.
Details??
It really is a silly thing but she questioned why I sending out the mail every other day. I told her it was to save money and she went to our boss and complained about how I was changing the rules. He replied to her on the e-mail she sent (complaining about me) and copied me on it, to which I replied back and told her off in front of everyone in that e-mail.
Mama don't play that mess...
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Re: ::Nightly Confessions::
I verbally b!tch-slapped a woman here at work. Not too bad, right?
Except she's a woman of the cloth and she's elderly. But she pushed me to it and well, I no longer have a filter.
But it was a nice b!tch slap, though. It was like a love tap with spikes and my inner child laughing maniacally.
My H's cousin is my ex too. However, I dated him for over 7 years. My H and his cousin are really close so I see him probably monthly and he come up in conversation weekly. He was in our wedding party even. I have sex, cheating and dispise dreams ALL the time about him. So don't feel bad. It happens. One time in my dream I told him to leave me alone because I was happy. I did not have a dream about him for several months.
Yay!! Now I know the rules an wont feel like an eejit lol!
I have two--
1) I had a very naughty dream about our CFO last night--not good considering I have a meeting with him tomorrow
2) AF is still here and I don't like getting down and dirty while she is here so had a little "one on one" time before DH gets home and then will fake a headache most likely...
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
***All AL always welcome***
BFP1: DD1 born April 2011 at 34w1d via unplanned c/s due to HELLP, DVT 1 week PP
BFP3: DD2 born Feb 2013 at 38w4d via unplanned RCS due to uterine dehiscence
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my nightly confession's close:
when I've known DH will be gone for most of the night after work, I got tipsy, dove into 50 Shades of Grey, and DIDN'T wait for him to get home... and yea, then he didn't get any cuz I was happy =P
DOUBLE confession (these make me think of Taxi Cab Confessions!!
is that I had a SERIOUSLY hot dream with my DH and his best friend, who was our best man... and it was sooooo akward for me inside next time I saw him!
Marriage: 10/02/2010
BFP#1 : 03.2012........MMC + D&C : 05.2012
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♥♡♥ PAL/PGAL welcome♥♡♥You need to meet my doctor lol. I get 100 Percocet at a time and she gave me permission to take an extra one when I was getting my memorial tattoo.
Married 07/17/2010
Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010
TTC since Oct 2010
BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011
Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d
D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d
Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology
BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012
Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d
D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d
Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology
BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013
Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy
RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.
BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013
Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo
First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm.
Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm
Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm
Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm
Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob!
It's a boy!
Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long
It really is a silly thing but she questioned why I sending out the mail every other day. I told her it was to save money and she went to our boss and complained about how I was changing the rules. He replied to her on the e-mail she sent (complaining about me) and copied me on it, to which I replied back and told her off in front of everyone in that e-mail.
Mama don't play that mess...