Hello everyone long time no see.
Heres my update. Me and my SO were trying to get a place together, he picked up extra shifts at work, was away from me and DD for a while, and we were agruing more and more. Now he's on probation, we had to in his words 'be single to everyone else but together in our hearts' so to speak and used to see his DD 6 days a week....has only seen her twice in the past month and a half. I brought her to his job one day and he said 'she doesnt remember me anyways so why should i try to make her'. i have pretty much given up.....on everything. I sleep all day. Eat everthing. Cry everynight.....i want nothing more to do with life itself and i hate saying this but i dont want to be a mom anymore. im sick and tired of being sick and tired......idk wat to do anymore.