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Feeling really discouraged tonight
jenn0021
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I know that I've been pretty down lately and I apologize. I'm just feeling more and more discouraged with each passing day. DH is working late tonight and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. I have been sick for over 5 months and there is no end in sight. I can't seem to gain any weight no matter how hard I try and I still feel sick everyday. I just want to go to sleep and wake up next year when I'm better. I just need a hug and I have no one to give me one.
Started TTC June 2010
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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Re: Feeling really discouraged tonight
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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((huge hugs)) < I wish I could give you real ones..
Have you been to a doctor about what's going on? If so do they have any ideas? I hope you get better soon.. love you girly
After 7 years of no ovulation...
BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/29/12 ~ Natural m/c 11/2/11
BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12
Thanks for the love and hugs ladies. I need them tonight.
I have been to my doctor and a gastroenterologist (sp?). I've had tons of bloodwork, abdominal ultrasounds, a colonoscopy and a gastroscopy done and the only thing they can tell me is that I have inflammation in my stomach. I'm on antacids that aren't doing anything if you ask me. I'm just bummed and feel like there's nothing else I can do.
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
BFP #1 and M/C 5/2011
BFP #2 7/1/2011, Blighted ovums officially diagnosed at 9w6d, D&C 8/19/2011.
BFP #3 12/7/2011, EDD 8/15/2012, Harper Lorelai born 8/09/12
My hubs is full blown celiac, I know that whats going on with you could be a million things, but I your sypmtoms def. match a lot of gluten intolerant ppl, and the docs we have all been completely clueless about allergies. The only thing that helped was an elimination diet and his violent illness when accidentally "glutened" makes it pretty obvious.
I know this might not be whats going on, but so many many ppl have this prob, feel like crap all the time, and dont know why so i wanted to give you the info to check out yourself.
I was actually gonna suggest this.. Have they checked you for Celiac Disease?
TTC#1 starting Feb 2011, BFP #1:5/31/11, CP: 6/6/11; BFP #2: 7/9/11, loss confirmed 8/3 with D&C on 8/12 finding complete molar pregnancy. Forced break until Feb 2012. My blog
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All the (((((HUGS))))) you need Jenn! I am sorry you are feeling so down. I really believe they will find something soon, and a pray it is an easy fix and you will be back on the TTC wagon.
I know what its like to break down because DH isn't around. I am going on 4 weeks of DH being on opposite shifts and I am about to go batty, I think it makes our med break harder to take. I'm here for you if you need me!
6 medicated cycles, 2 pregnancies, 1 ectopic April 2011, Early Miscarriage August 2011
7 more cycles, 1 IUI, No success after last pregnancy
7/1/2012 No more fertility coverage
8/17/2012 started pursuing domestic infant adoption!
11/26/2012 HOME STUDY APPROVED!!!
When relaxing didn't work is my new blog!
Big big hug.
BFP#1 10 wk missed mc
BFP#2 DS born at 40+2 on 8/14/12 BFP#3 DD Born at 39+3 on 5/13/14
BFP #2 12-6-11 and 12-7-11; EDD 8-17-12. US 6w6d measuring 5w6d. Misoprostol Assisted m/c 1-16-12 at 9w3d.
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BFP #1 5/4/11 EDD 1/12/12 natural m/c 5/17/11
BFP #2 8/9/11 EDD 4/18/12 ectopic pregnancy (methotrexate) 8/24/11 ruptured tube and removal 8/29/11
BFP #3 3/9/12 EDD 11/19/12 Logan born 11/18/12
~*~*Everyone Welcome*~*~
Married my love 6/11/11 | MMC 10/11/11 | Eliza Frances born 9/18/12 | Rhett Garland born 2/24/14
That is just horrible. We all can understand why you are feeling so down. That just has to be miserable to go through. Expecially since you have been proactive and seen all those doctors with no answers.
Dont give up on finding a solution. I hope you feel better soon! I say curl up with that cute puppy of yours! That is what I do when my hubby works later shifts!
((((((((BEAR HUG)))))))))
Thanks for all the love and hugs ladies. You are the best and have brought a smile to my face. I needed it tonight.
They did do a gluten blood test but I was told the results wouldn't be definitive. I don't have chrones or IBS or anything like that. I may ask about further allergy testing though. For now they are just telling me it's some sort of virus/infection that will eventually pass. I think they have given up trying to figure out what it is. I do have a follow up appointment with the GI and I may inquire about what our next steps will be. It's just so frustrating.
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
[spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow
BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
Oh honey I am so sorry for what you are going through.
Big big (((((((hugs))))))))
Hang in there.
I would totally give you a hug right now if I could.
I have Celiac Disease, and that was the first thing that came to my mind. Either way, I hope you get some answers soon, and start feeling better!