** amanda and EMNTOM**

LuckyClover13

Updates please!!

EMNTOM

I believe Amanda got a BFP but I haven't heard her results from the beta yet...

I am 10dp3dt and still havent POAS. I promised DH that I wouldn't after our 5th and last IUI we received a false positive. TMI WARNING: I had some cramping with a pinkish discharge on 7dp3dt with a few specks of blood (hoping/praying that it was implantation) since the cramping has stopped and the spotting has pretty much stopped. I say pretty much because yesterday I hit my cervix pretty hard with the endometrin applicator yesterday afternoon. I had a bit of brown discharge last night and this morning but it looks like it went away again. I have been told that the endometrin can irritate your cervix so again praying that it is just the endometrin. Beta is on Monday. I am mostly scared of Monday. I really do not want to hear that our IVF is a failure but am also trying to prepare myself for the worst...

I hope your 2ww is treating you well so far. My first week was pretty easy, the second week has been awful between the spotting and the waiting. GL

LuckyClover13

Oh man I hope your spotting is your embryos snuggling in. That is so hard to know what it is and drives you crazy. I am praying for your BFP!! I am 2dp5dt and I am already worrying and thinking like the typical infertile. I have to tell everyone hopefully I am pregnant. Maybe my way of protecting myself. I have had some cramping at night but I think it's from the endometrium. I find out if i am pregnant on thanksgiving and praying I don't have a bad one. Ya I saw Amanda's BFP but haven't heard about beta number. I am mostly scared of thanksgiving too! I want to know but i am scared about how I am going to handle it. The 2ww is the WORST part! Uhh well I think the spotting is a good sign!

EMNTOM

Thank you, I hope you are right! Part of me wants to remain hopeful but the IF part of me wants to protect myself and prepare for the worst. I keep trying to remind myself that I cannot change the outcome, I have done everything I can do, and that if it doesn't work we have three beautiful frosties so we can try again.

I hear you, I have to return to work after the beta... that is going to be a L O N G afternoon! We are hosting Thanksgiving at our home so I am a little scared of how I will handle it if this cycle is a bust.  

Yes the endometrin can cause all kinds of things like cramping... or so that is what everyone is telling me. Also my nurse assured me that many women cramp throughout their 2ww and even through out their pregnancy - it can be normal so try not to worry! I was doing fine with the suppositories until yesterday when I jabbed my cervix. Make sure to go slowly, I was at work and rushing. GL

amandaleigh1

Hi Em and Lucky!

I did get a BFP, but my betas are not getting me out of the woods yet. First beta 16 days after ET was 446, but then 2 days later, it was only up to 765. I am going to get another one tomorrow morning, and I would appreciate your T&Ps that it is going up, up, up.

I hope you both get your BFPs soon! 

LuckyClover13

Oh you will definantly be in my prayers and I am hoping for an awesome beta tomorrow.