well, my mom's cancer

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is back and there is new growth as well in her brain.

What stinks is that she KNEW it -- her arm felt funny, like she had a stroke. But all you can do is wait for the scan.

I am trying very, very hard to see this as a blessing in disguise because it may lead to more aggressive treatment and possibly the cyber knife. Living in limbo in a wheelchair (she can't walk due to the brain tumors) is not a good place for my mom - I honestly think she would rather be walking or not existing. I know that writing that may hurt people who live their lives in wheelchairs...I apologize, I'm not clear headed right now. I'm also sorry to vent on this board. It's been board forever, but I generally don't go beyond posting (no FB, etc.) But I like it here and it feels like a place I can just write this.

superslug

I'm so so sorry ! I don't have any words of wisdom but I'll be praying for your whole family. (((HUGS)))

lucyfox

I'm so sorry

femmegem

I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

Jodi&Joe

I have tears!

I'm so sorry!  (((HUGS)))
For both you and your mom.

SO sorry!

tslmom87

I'm really sorry I have no words of wisdom but deff will pray for your family! This has to be rough! *hugs*

ccm1203

I'm so sorry.

Dougsgirl4ever

Sorry your family is going though this.  Hope the new treatment will heal her.

MayorMcCheese000

I'm so sorry! It really hurts my heart that so many people have to deal with this horrible disease. I hope everyone on this board that is, knows that we are here for you and this is a safe place to post or vent or whatever.

JenniC1135

I hope what you said about the more aggressive treatment works out.  I'm sorry.

cooker71

Ugh god. All this awful cancer news. I'm so sorry about your mom, hang in there.

*HUGS*

Rebekah1021

i'm so sorry you guys are dealing with this. It sucks being helpless. (((Hugs)))

Feel free to vent away anytime.  

penguingrrl

I'm so sorry.

jettagurl

Write all you want - we all need support and T&P and hugs at some point.  

So, T&O and BIG (((HUGS))) to you.  I can't imagine being in your shoes (and GHMs, or anyone else's).  I hope you all know how much we care and that we'll continue to be here for you.

 

beanzer

I am so very sorry!!! ?Why is it that a number of us is getting bad news about our parents lately. ?I will continue to say prayers for your mom and your family. ?I agree that hopefully this will allow her to pursue more agressive treatment.

-Tina

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Thank you for your kind words.

ghm

I'm so sorry to hear that--I do hope that it opens up some options for better treatment, though. Good luck and vent whenever you need to. I completely understand what you mean about not wanting to live if you're so limited and confined. It's not meant to be offensive to those who live that way (or at least you don't mean it that way). 

A-baybride

I'm really sorry... please feel free to vent here.  I hope they do move to more aggressive treatment - keep us posted.

august06mom

I am SO sorry, and I hope she finds a successful course of treatment.

Andrewsgal

I am so sorry.

Kapalua

I'm so sorry   And please don't feel bad about venting here! 

Zenya

I'm really sorry to hear that.

Chapter79

::hugs:: I am so sorry

summerbrideDC

(((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

REOM

So sorry for what you are going through. And all of your feelings are valid, don't feel the need to apologize for them. Lots of hugs during a difficult time.

Mominator

I'm so sorry

karen6784

Sending thoughts and prayers your way.  ((hugs))