~*~Nightly Confessions~*~

Tapatio

Do you feel the need to confess anything tonight? Let's hear it!

GATORSnBRONCOSgoTEBOW

I do! I am having a major pity party for myself tonight...another BFN this morning and a decent temp drop....bummer! So I am having 1 beer and I am not going to feel guilty about it considering I am pretty sure the wicked  is coming this weekend.

emeraudecephiro

I feel better than I have in a long time today after some adjustments to my medication, but now I feel horrible as I am fixing the state of my house (which is a disaster seeing I've been a depressed bump on a log) that I let it get this way... DH said "Wow...my wife is back from the dead!" While an awesome comment and he meant it as a compliment, I felt bad I have been 'dead' all this time. Baby steps, right? Thanks DH anyway

I hope that this is going to be a new normal, and that it is not just a temporary feeling. I don't think I will deal well with the disappointment if it is just temporary... thanks for listening, I feel better. 

 

raashton

I've been throwing myself a pity party all afternoon.

The doctor is calling in a prescription for provera and I feel defeated in that my body wasn't able to heal all the way by itself.  Still, I know I should be grateful for the medication to be able to get my body back on track.

On the upside, two nights in a row of cooking equals DH is in charge of supper tonight!

LaTi07

emeraudecephiro:

I feel better than I have in a long time today after some adjustments to my medication, but now I feel horrible as I am fixing the state of my house (which is a disaster seeing I've been a depressed bump on a log) that I let it get this way... DH said "Wow...my wife is back from the dead!" While an awesome comment and he meant it as a compliment, I felt bad I have been 'dead' all this time. Baby steps, right? Thanks DH anyway

I hope that this is going to be a new normal, and that it is not just a temporary feeling. I don't think I will deal well with the disappointment if it is just temporary... thanks for listening, I feel better. 

 

(Hugs) so glad you are feeling better!! 

LaTi07

I have been waiting for this day for 7 long a$$ months and now that we have an actual doc who knows what he's doing and an actual gameplan to start TTCAL next cycle I am a nervous wreck! The idea that we could possibly get a BFP in 2011 is making my stomach do huge flips. I feel bad, like I should be more excited and less terrified.

GraceInCA

I got a muffin, a cupcake, two cookies, a slice of pumpkin bread, and a brownie at my son's school bake sale today. That doesn't even include the cupcake I got my son at the event that he already ate. I brought most of that junk home, and DH and I will probably eat it all tonight. I already feel horribly guilty. I also feel queasy and dehydrated, which I know is mind fetus messing with me. I wish AF would just show already so I could move on to the next cycle. 

coastalmaine

LaTi07:

I have been waiting for this day for 7 long a$$ months and now that we have an actual doc who knows what he's doing and an actual gameplan to start TTCAL next cycle I am a nervous wreck! The idea that we could possibly get a BFP in 2011 is making my stomach do huge flips. I feel bad, like I should be more excited and less terrified.

 

This is me exactly!  I know how you feel. 

bribri81404

Had an awful day at work, so I just secretly ate about half of a pint of creole cream cheese ice cream!! (my fav) 

emeraudecephiro

LaTi07:

emeraudecephiro:

I feel better than I have in a long time today after some adjustments to my medication, but now I feel horrible as I am fixing the state of my house (which is a disaster seeing I've been a depressed bump on a log) that I let it get this way... DH said "Wow...my wife is back from the dead!" While an awesome comment and he meant it as a compliment, I felt bad I have been 'dead' all this time. Baby steps, right? Thanks DH anyway

I hope that this is going to be a new normal, and that it is not just a temporary feeling. I don't think I will deal well with the disappointment if it is just temporary... thanks for listening, I feel better. 

 

(Hugs) so glad you are feeling better!! 

Thanks! *hugs* 

sarahnz

bribri81404:

Had an awful day at work, so I just secretly ate about half of a pint of creole cream cheese ice cream!! (my fav) 

This made me giggle because my confession is that I am still working (it's early afternoon down under) and it is a horrid day and I have been fantasizing over what flavour ice cream to get at the grocery store after work to slam in front of DVD's tonight- creole cream cheese sounds amazing! we are pretty limited in flavours here compared to you guys in the northern hemisphere, thinking a classic mint choc chip might have to be the way to go tonight..

lillissas85

I have decided I am pregnant because the spaghetti I made for dinner didn't taste "right". DH thinks I am crazy, and also said that dinner tasted fine/normal.

 

Also, my family is going to Oktober Fest this weekend, and my uncle rented a limo. Don't know why, but he did. I won't drink, just in case I am KU, but if I am not, and I waste this damn limo, I'm gonna be pissed for multiple reasons.

tdmd09

I tested tonight (in the evening, on 9 or 10DPO, which totally sets me up for failure) against my better judgment. It was a BFN but I stared at it for about 5 minutes and when I stared long enough, I could make a line show up for a few seconds. I'm pretty sure I'm just hallucinating or giving myself double vision, though.

GATORSnBRONCOSgoTEBOW

tdmd09:

I tested tonight (in the evening, on 9 or 10DPO, which totally sets me up for failure) against my better judgment. It was a BFN but I stared at it for about 5 minutes and when I stared long enough, I could make a line show up for a few seconds. I'm pretty sure I'm just hallucinating or giving myself double vision, though.

I do that all the time! Of course then I am like WOOT, BFP! but I blink and the darn line goes away. I hope you get your second line in the next couple days )

bribri81404

sarahnz:

bribri81404:

Had an awful day at work, so I just secretly ate about half of a pint of creole cream cheese ice cream!! (my fav) 

This made me giggle because my confession is that I am still working (it's early afternoon down under) and it is a horrid day and I have been fantasizing over what flavour ice cream to get at the grocery store after work to slam in front of DVD's tonight- creole cream cheese sounds amazing! we are pretty limited in flavours here compared to you guys in the northern hemisphere, thinking a classic mint choc chip might have to be the way to go tonight..

Log I love some mint choco chip too!! But I'm not sure what I would do without my creole cream cheese!!! It's delicious!! 

LoveOfMikesLife

I knew not to get my hopes up!!! I knew the timing was bad and this wasn't my month!!! Why, WHY???? Were my feelings hurt when AF showed up today!?! FFS I was spotting yesterday, I knew this was coming!!!!! EEERRRRRR

even though I don't have insurance that will cover a pregnancy, I think we are going to keep trying anyway! If it happens we will pay for it out of pocket. And the BIG confession..... My FIL has offered to help us pay for it!

VikingQueen

I've had chick fil a two nights in a row

LS50

I already want to start playing Christmas music.  No idea why I love it so much! Drives my DH nuts.  After a little negotiating just made an agreement that I get to start playing it the in the house the day after Thanksgiving...yay!

Edit: totally NTTCALR!

LaTi07

LS50:

I already want to start playing Christmas music.  No idea why I love it so much! Drives my DH nuts.  After a little negotiating just made an agreement that I get to start playing it the in the house the day after Thanksgiving...yay!

Edit: totally NTTCALR!

I can neither confirm nor deny my singing Faith Hill's "Where Are You Christmas" in the car this morning. 

I'm already watching Christmas movies! 

FreyaWin2382

I dragged my DH to an expensive restaurant in our town claiming something about the entrees being made with organic ingredients (blah, blah, blah) but....in reality I just wanted the ginormous chocolate cake they have there for dessert!!

And I ate it. ALL of it!

I think he caught on to my little fib...