Hi, I'm new to the site and I'm not sure if his is the right place to post this, but I need help and I need help now!
I have had many mental issues since I was younger. At one point I was diagnosed bipolar when I was in my early teens. After my parents divorce and I moved in with my grandparents they figured out that I wasn't in fact bi polar I was just depressed and had a very unstable life with no real rules or schedule.
Well for the past 2 years I have been on Lexapro and Trazodone to help me sleep. Since finding out I am pregnant I have gotten off all my meds while I am waiting patiently to get back to the doctor I have a 3 week wait just a week left though. But now I can not sleep, I'm moody all the time. I seem to snap at the smallest stupidest things. I cry for no reason. I feel like crying just typing this. And now my marriage is suffering. I go off for no reason, and fight about everything. If I'm hungry I get even worse. So with my mood swings, hunger, and sleep deprivation I feel like I am going crazy and need to check myself into a hospital.
I'm not sure what to do until I can get in to see my doctor. I am trying to control my emotions, but I feel like I'm not even myself anymore. Not to mention I'm in the process of buying a house, just got married, and my husband is going back to school at night starting this Monday.
Please if anyone has been in this situation what did you do?