Popping over from IF, I am SO sorry for what you have been through. My heart is breaking for you and hope you find the strength to hang in there. You were always so supportive on the IF board and you deserve everyone to be supportive of you now during this time.
Ellen & Chris 5/6/06
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TTC Since 10/2007 with no luck and a 'go with the flow' attitude
1/1010 FINALLY decided to have testing done, dx MFI
7/2010 - DH starts Clomid to increase testosterone and hopefully sperm count
10/2010 - Still low (but improved) sperm count.
11/30/10 - IUI #1 and only = BFN
February 2011 - IVF #1 w/ ICSI =
Chemical PG (Beta 1: 10, Beta 2: 19, Beta 3: 17) :-(
April 2011 - IVF #2 w/ ICSI = BFN :-(
September 2011 - IVF #3 w/ ICSI = BFFN
November 2011 - AMH level tested - .83 (normal for age range)
February 2012 - IVF #4 w/ ICSI = (best response ever yet still) BFFN
April 2012 - DNA testing - NORMAL, RE suggests cycling again with own eggs or using DE
On Break indefinitely...not sure we can afford the emotional and financial roller coaster anymore.
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
I can't imagine going through what you've been through. You are such a strong and amazing woman. I hope you and your husband are able to take the necessary time to grieve and lean on each other in these hard times. My thoughts and prayers are with you both. (((hugs)))
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And HOPE does not dissappoint. Romans 5:3-5
~Matt and Jen~
Married August 26, 2006
TTC since June 2008
Severe MFI
IVF #1 Feb. 2011 = BFN
IVF #2 (Long Lupron) May 2011 = BFP!!!
Our sweet little girl, born January 26, 2012
I was so sad to hear the news. You've been in my thoughts for the past 2 days. My prayers are with you and your husband during this sad time. I wish I could give you more than just a cyber (((HUG)))) just know that my family is praying for yours.
My heart is breaking for you. MH and I are keeping you and YH in our prayers. You are such a strong woman and i admire your strength, courage and determination. I wish there was more i could do or say to make this easier. I know we are in different situatons but MH bought me "I Never Held You" a book about m/c and I really liked it (given the situation). I could really relate to it and when I felt like no one else in the world understood what I was feeling, here was a few women who did. It helped me heal and I promise you each passing day will make you stronger. Sending my love to you and am here if you need anything! xoxo
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When I heard, my heart just broke for you. No one deserves this, and it sucks that much more to go through all you have to get to where you were. I've been thinking about you daily and know you have a long road ahead.
((HUGS)) I wish there was something else I could do.
New to 3T? Check out this website first: TroubleTTC
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end --Semisonic
08/11/13: One fertilized late, we now have 11 embryos!
08/13/13: 5dt-- 2 blasts (Sheldon and Penny) 3AA and 3BB, none to freeze
8/23/13: BFFN... Sheldon and Penny didn't stick**
**8/29/13: Follow up... bad fragmentation issues. Changing protocol to Antagonist for round #2 coming soon! Also started on 81mg Aspirin after getting blood panel done and found out I have PAI-1**
**Oct 2013: After large cysts, finally starting IVF #2**
IVF w/ICSI #2 (Antagonist Protocol)
BCPs started back in Sept due to cysts
10/27/13: Start stims (225 IUs Gonal-F + 75 IUs Menopur)
11/03/13 - 11/05/13: Add Ganirelix to the mix
11/06/13: 3 follicles at 18mm-- Ready to trigger!
11/08/13: ER-- 17R, 13M, 8F
11/13/13: 5dt-- 2 blasts (Luke and Leia) 5AB and 4AB, 1 frostie
11/20/13- 11/23/13: light positives on FRERs and Wondofos
11/22/13: BFN per RE office (under HCG of 10)
11/27/13: CP ::sigh::
*12/03/13: Follow up...great response and quality this time, was given 50% chance of it working, just didn't stick. Great plan for 2014!
**Jan 2014: Last IVF of our SRP**
IVF w/ICSI, freeze all, then FET
12/27/13: Start BCPs
01/19/14: Stims (375 IUs Gonal-F + 75 IUs Menopur)
Congratulations Cutebride!! --TWINS!! Congratulations, Luvie, on your sweet boy! Congrats, Jess! So happy for you ladies! ~~Also best of luck to Kati, illinigal, and youngin!~~
I can't even put into words how sorry I am for you. I cried reading your post. Even after going through my own (earlier) loss I can't imagine what you and your DH are going through. My heart breaks every time I think of you and that happens several times a day. Lots of thoughts and prayer and healing vibes are constantly coming your way.
TTC #1 since Oct 09 Dx w/Anovulation
Cycle #7: 1/10/11 = Surprise BFP after 3rd failed treatment cycle!!! 2/24: m m/c @ 10w0d
4/11: Natural Cycle = BFP!! IT'S A BOY!!! Brady: Born 12/25/2011 - Our Christmas Day Miracle!
I can't tell you how sorry I am that you've had to go through with all this. I have been thinking about you a lot the last couple days and you're in my thoughts and prayers. It's so hard to understand why, it seems so unfair after going through all the hell you went through to get pg and then to lose your boys. I can't imagine how you're doing with all this.
I've been sitting here searching for the right words to say. But I have nothing. I don't want to call you strong (even though you are) and praise your grace (even though you've shown so much support for others in your own time of need), because what choice do you have right now. So I'll just say, I'm so sorry that this happened and I'm so sorry for everything you are going through.
Know that there is a huge community of women who love and support you.
If you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. Huge (((HUGS))).
Love & luck to my 3TC girls. Congrats to Omega-The boys are here!
If there's one thing I've learned while waiting my turn,
it's that in each life some rain falls but you also get some sun.
After 2 years & 2 losses, our little man arrived 8-2011.
I'm sorry I'm super late to this, but just wanted to let you know that one more person out there is thinking about you and your Husband during this most difficult time.
Sending super big squishy hugs, and prayers your way.
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Re: Overwhelmed by your kind posts.
TTC since July 2008
IUI 1,2,3 BFN
IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
IVF#2 BFP
it's a girl!!
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TTC Since 10/2007 with no luck and a 'go with the flow' attitude
1/1010 FINALLY decided to have testing done, dx MFI
7/2010 - DH starts Clomid to increase testosterone and hopefully sperm count
10/2010 - Still low (but improved) sperm count.
11/30/10 - IUI #1 and only = BFN
February 2011 - IVF #1 w/ ICSI =
Chemical PG (Beta 1: 10, Beta 2: 19, Beta 3: 17) :-(
April 2011 - IVF #2 w/ ICSI = BFN :-(
September 2011 - IVF #3 w/ ICSI = BFFN
November 2011 - AMH level tested - .83 (normal for age range)
February 2012 - IVF #4 w/ ICSI = (best response ever yet still) BFFN
April 2012 - DNA testing - NORMAL, RE suggests cycling again with own eggs or using DE
On Break indefinitely...not sure we can afford the emotional and financial roller coaster anymore.
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And HOPE does not dissappoint.
Romans 5:3-5
~Matt and Jen~
Married August 26, 2006
TTC since June 2008
Severe MFI
IVF #1 Feb. 2011 = BFN
IVF #2 (Long Lupron) May 2011 = BFP!!!
Our sweet little girl, born January 26, 2012
Time for #2!
IVF #1 (Long Lupron) July 2013 = BFP!!!
Beta #1 (8/1) 203! Beta #2 (8/8) 3,677! 1st u/s scheduled for 8/15!
When I heard, my heart just broke for you. No one deserves this, and it sucks that much more to go through all you have to get to where you were. I've been thinking about you daily and know you have a long road ahead.
((HUGS)) I wish there was something else I could do.
TroubleTTC
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end --Semisonic
**TTC since 04/09, C/P 02/02/10; 4 weeks, 3 days**
**Dx: Anovulation, Hypothryroidism, Mild Endo, Pituitary Adenoma (prolactin issues), PAI-1, MFI **
**7/10: Clomid + TI= BFN**
**3/2/11: 1st RE appointment**
**DH= Morph= 2%, Motility= 30%**
**HSG= All clear!!**
**3/11: Femara + Pregnyl + TI= BFN**
**5/17/11: Laparoscopy / hysteroscopy = mild endo**
**7/11: Novarel + IUI #1= BFN (7mil, 75% motility, 2% morph)**
**8/11: Femara + Novarel + IUI #2= BFN (11mil, 35% motility, 1% morph)**
**11/11: Femara + Novarel + IUI #3= BFN (9mil, 2% morph)**
**Jan 2012: Follistim (75ius) + IUI #4= CANCELLED due to cyst -put on bcp**
**Feb 2012: Follistim (75ius) + Novarel + IUI #4.2= BFFN (2.5mil, 13% motility, 1% morph)**
**Mar 2012: Follistim (100ius) + IUI #5= CANCELLED due to 35mm & 14mm cysts**
**On med break indefinitely...IF Sucks!**
Congratulations Cutebride!! --TWINS!! Congratulations, Luvie, on your sweet boy! Congrats, Jess! So happy for you ladies!
~~Also best of luck to Kati, illinigal, and youngin!~~
They arrived at 36 weeks after PTL and bedrest for 14 weeks.
Cycle #7: 1/10/11 = Surprise BFP after 3rd failed treatment cycle!!! 2/24: m m/c @ 10w0d
4/11: Natural Cycle = BFP!!
IT'S A BOY!!!
Brady: Born 12/25/2011 - Our Christmas Day Miracle!
TTC #2 June 13
Cycle #1: BFP!
I can't tell you how sorry I am that you've had to go through with all this. I have been thinking about you a lot the last couple days and you're in my thoughts and prayers. It's so hard to understand why, it seems so unfair after going through all the hell you went through to get pg and then to lose your boys. I can't imagine how you're doing with all this.
Continuing to send you lots and lots of hugs.
Blythe Elizabeth is here March 27,2012
I've been sitting here searching for the right words to say. But I have nothing. I don't want to call you strong (even though you are) and praise your grace (even though you've shown so much support for others in your own time of need), because what choice do you have right now. So I'll just say, I'm so sorry that this happened and I'm so sorry for everything you are going through.
Know that there is a huge community of women who love and support you.
If you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. Huge (((HUGS))).
#1 12R, 7M, 5F - 2- 3dt BFN - 1 totsicle became our DD.
TTC#2 since 1/12
IVF #2 - 10R, 6M, 5F - 1 5dt of a morula= BFN none to freeze.
IVF #3 (blegh) Long Lupron Protocol
ER 8/23 12R, 7M, 2F - 2 beautiful 3d 8/26
+HPT 9/3 beta #1 9/10= 78.5 #2 9/12 = 136 #3 9/14 319 #4 9/17 890 #5 9/21 2119
Little B is where he needs to be. HB 9/24. no HB 10/3. Missed m/c @ 8w. D&C 10/5
IVF #4 - Antagonist Protocol
ER - 17R, 14M, 9F - 1 beautiful blast 12/13 (Our anniversary), 3 more FROZEN!! WOO HOO!
+HPT 12/17 beta #1 12/27 = 1654 (um hells to the yeah), beta #2 12/31 = 6994, 1st u/s= 1/8 (fingers firmly crossed) = HB 125. You rock little one.
Please, Please Stick. Mommy, Daddy and Big Sis love you so much.
Our Totsicle is getting so big!
Love & luck to my 3TC girls. Congrats to Omega-The boys are here!
If there's one thing I've learned while waiting my turn,
it's that in each life some rain falls but you also get some sun.
After 2 years & 2 losses, our little man arrived 8-2011.
I'm sorry I'm super late to this, but just wanted to let you know that one more person out there is thinking about you and your Husband during this most difficult time.
Sending super big squishy hugs, and prayers your way.
I been wanting to send you a message, but have been having issues with my account. It's Mari2003...
I am so sorry for your loss. You have been on my mind and prayers. You are amazing and a very strong woman. Huge hugs...