The day before yesterday, one of my cats who is generally very aloof wouldn't stay off of my lap. I thought it was weird, but didn't think much about it. Yesterday he was even more clingy. Last pg he did this and was like velcro for 9 months. So I took a yest yesterday and thought I might have seen a line, but couldn't see color and you had to turn the test sideways so I assumed (nervously) it was an evap. I took a test this morning, and sure enough... the faintest pink line you've ever seen. I would be 10 dpo today if the OPKs were correct. I haven't had a period yet since Linus was born and it was just a coincidence that I took OPKs on the 2 days I got positives. Welp... here we go again I guess! My first tri fear has returned and I'm cringing at every cramp and ache just knowing that AF will be here.
Here's the kicker... I haven't told DH. We're not having problems, per se... but he's really not been helpful with Linus lately and I've just been plain mad at him. Call me incompetent, but I just can't yet take care of Linus all day, clean the house, take care of the cats and horses, do dishes, all the laundry (and put his away since apparently he's allergic to the laundry room), etc. etc. Congrats to those SAHMs who can! Maybe when Linus isn't as needy, but it's just been getting to me. I said "so you're going to let me go to bed early one night this weekend and you'll put linus down, right?" and he just laughed and said "oh ha ha". So I was pissed to say the least. So, our marriage is fine, and we were TTC, not thinking anything would happen. It took 3 years to conceive Linus so we were NOT expecting it to really happen this soon. I'm ECSTATIC to say the least, but I guess I just need some time to process this before I tell him. Plus, last time when I had a super faint pink he didn't believe me until it was darker.