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Not goodbye, but see you later (long sorry)

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Re: Not goodbye, but see you later (long sorry)

  • I am so sorry, Bran. I'll keep following you through your blog. Love the verse :)
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  • I am so very sorry that you went through so much hurt with your mom.  Please take care of yourself.  I hope you can eventually heal from this.  Hugs.
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  • I am so sorry,  sending good thoughts and prayers to you.
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  • I am so sorry those things were said to you. I sincerely wish you the best and I hope you find some healing soon. I will continue to pray for you and your family, Bran.

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  • Branmuffin- words cannot describe how sorry I am that you had to hear those words from your mother. However, I am very thankful you have God in your life and know who to seek for comfort. I will be thinking about you and praying for you, hoping you can find some sort of peace in your situation.
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  • So sorry that you're going through this. T&Ps are with you.
  • Oh Bran, I don't even know what to say.  I'm tearing up thinking how hurt you must be.  I don't have any words of wisdom, but please know there are people out there who love you and are so happy that you are a part of their lives and wouldn't know what to do if you weren't.  Even simple things like your quotes everyday, I've come to depend on them and you.  Please let me know if there's anything I can do.. 
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  • It breaks my heart to read this, Bran. 

    It sounds like you've had a life full of uphill battles. I am sure you are a strong individual and with the help from God, you will make it through this obstacle in your life. I hope you find solace and peace within yourself and that your mother sees the err of her ways. 

    I am sending big hugs to you and will remember you in my daily prayers.  

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  • I am so sorry that your mom has said such terrible things to hurt you. Its important that you reach out to your mentors if seems they were a big part of your life and making you the strong person you are today; I think they will remind you what a great person you are. It is incredible that you were able to get past all of the drugs and partying that you grew up around and become the person you are.  I am sending lots of hugs and prayers your way and wishing you all the best. Hugs.
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    So sorry to hear about what you're going through.  My thoughts and prayers are with you!

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  • That is awful. I hope you can heal from this, and it sounds like your mom needs some mental help.
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  • Wow Bran. I don't even know what to say about this. I am glad you sound like you are taking this as well as you are. I really hope that you are able find the mental clarity and healing that you need to get past this. Nobody deserves to be treated like that . Good luck with everything.
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  • LOTS of T&P's your way lady.  *hugs*

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  • Wow Bran....such a horrible thing to go through...you are definitely in mt T&P! I cant imagine how some of those things can be said. Im sorry.

    If God is for us, who can be against us. (Romans 8:31) 

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  • I am so sorry you are going through this!
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  • Oh hunny I am so incredibly sorry that you are going through this. Your mom has a serious mental illness. My aunt did the same thing, said mean and hateful things like this and she even left a baby doll covered in ketchup with a knife through it's heart on my parent's doorstep and said that it was my sister's baby (who was going through infertility struggles at the time). Anyways my aunt has bipolar with borderline tendencies and when she is off her medications she becomes evil. That is the only way I can explain it; she truly becomes evil. She says hurtful things, does hurtful things and in my opinion is dangerous.

    At this point you have no mom and I am so incredibly sorry for that. Grieve your loss and move forward. My heart absolutely breaks for you during this very difficult time. 

    My aunt is now stable and doing well but there is and will always be distance between all of us. The wounds heal but the scars are there. 

    I hope your mom gets the help she needs. Big big hugs and lots of love. 

     

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    I can't find the worlds. I am so so sorry that this has happened to you. It sounds like you could benefit from some time to decompress, and she could benefit from some serious counseling.
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  • Stay strong! Wishing you lots of luck!
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  • :( Bran, I'm so sorry. You're so strong and I know you'll get through this. You're in my T&P. Come back soon Brannycakes!
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  • Thats horrible. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I will pray for you, and i know God will help you through this time.
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  • Bran, i'm so sorry you are going through this, I know someone close to me has gone through a similar experience.  If you want to PM me you can, whenever you like.  Take care and you will be in my prayers.
  • Wow, I cannot express how sorry I am! I guess all you can do is have faith it will all work out somehow in the end. T&P for you!
  • Oh Bran, I am so sorry. Your post and your mothers horrible actions brought tears to my eyes. You will be such a better mom than her, of that I am sure. Take care of you.
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  • I just wanted to say a quick but sincere thank you to every single one of you. I feel an incredible warmth and love from you. Every reply was read-seeds sewn into my heart and hopefully a garden of beauty will soon bloom. Thank you for the wonderful scriptures, kind words, encouragement and hugs-can never get enough of those :)

    see you soon <3

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  • Bran - I'm so sorry you are going through this.  Even though I don't know you well, I know enough that no one, especially your own mother should say such hatred things.  I'll be praying for you.  Please take care of yourself.
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  • What awful things to hear from your own mother.  Just know that she is the broken one, and obviously is mentally ill.  You are not broken, she is.  Just keep focusing on that.  And all the hateful things that she said- just cast them away.  Don't let those words claim you!  You are so much more precious than she realizes right now.  Hopefully she can find healing, but in the meantime don't let her words have power over you.  I know, so much easier said than done.

    Hoping you find some peace very soon.  Hugs.

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  • I am so sorry you have to endure this pain.  My thoughts and prayers will be with you!
  • I'm sorry you are going through such a hard time.  I can't even imagine...  Good vibes to you for the best possible resolution.
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