Writing in my blog had been the best way for me to get my emotions and feelings out. But, for whatever reason regardless of how much I wrote or talked about my m/c, I still felt this weight on my shoulders that writing or talking just couldn't lift. Tuesday marked the 2 week period after my surgery that my Dr. told me not to do anything strenuous. Well, my DH got the PS Move thing for Christmas and he picked me up the Zumba game. I obviously haven't been able to play it, but I started last night and it was amazing. I looked ridiculous since I've never Zumba-ed before but whatever it was about the physical movement really made me feel..well, I don't know. Whole? Fulfilled? I don't even have the word for it. Like, I'm no where being "over" it (since I cried twice at the local mall today after seeing babies), but after I'm done and short of breath from the exercise, I finally feel okay.. Like my old self. I just thought I'd share that doing something physical has helped me, if anyone is looking for something to do to help with the emotionally end of the healing. Night ladies!
Re: Found my vice..
Missed M/C discoverd at 10w5d measuring 6w6d on 12/3/10 said goodbye 12/12/10 EDD 6/26/11 "this too shall pass"
DS Born 9/29/2005 via c-section (breech)
BFP #3 3/7/11 - EDD 11/17/11
Betas: @14dpo-182 @18dpo-854!! @21dpo-3124!!!
3-27-11 150 BPM!!!!
He's a BOY!!!! Kieran Thomas