So I found a basement suite about a 5 minute drive from where we are now. I have to admit I'm so depressed and sad that we are moving out.. I guess that means everything is real. I'm just so numb and the times when I'm not I just can't stop crying. He told me this HW wants to meet me and has been asking for a couple weeks. Seriously what could she possibly want to say to me! Anyways I have a confession too... She bought Gianna a hat and I took it when he was out (he knew I was throwing it away anyways because I don't want anything the HW bought anywhere near my child) and I took a knife and cut it up and threw it away! I know sounds weird but it was somewhat theraputic.
edit: Sorry forgot to tell you ladies about the place! It's alright.. the things I loved about it were that there's 3 little girls living upstairs with a HUGE playground in their backyard we can use! Also it has a dishwasher and insuite laundry!!! I haven't had that in soooo many years!! Plus the landlord is sooo nice and said she would help me paint and decorate and I can move in whenever I pay the deposit but I don't need to start paying rent until Feb!