AF!

kerri_woo

never have I been more excited to see her...Thanks to all the ladies who were encouraging!  She came five weeks to the day after I started my miscarriage...

DH and I will be ttc this cycle but now I can't help but be scared...I feel like I should be getting progesterone tested or my thyroid...or anything that could stop another mc...

I also am so scared it's going to take a long time to conceive...and that a BFP is not going to be as exciting...and that I will never have a take home baby, just BFP's....like a cruel joke as the time spent ttc last time was full of anxiety that I would never get pregnant, but now I know I can get pregnant but I do not know if my body can hold on to a pregnancy....

Anyone else?  Everyone I personally know who has had an mc has gone on to have a healthy baby after but still...I was in that small percentage of having an mc so why not be in the small percentage of having another....ugh...so tired of being scared when all I see are my four friends who are pregnant with their first and going along just fine...In fact one sent a FB invite to her baby shower in...get this...November...wtf?! Insensitive much?!

mommy411

What about waiting to TTC? DO you think your ready?

kerri_woo

Ready!  Over the past 5 weeks I have seen a counselor and my doctor and just feel ... ready...still lots of fears but my desire to grow my family outweighs my fears...

shanna82

Yes, I think it is scary--I wonder if I will ever have my take home baby.

M/C definitely takes out a lot of the fun of pregnancy...I don't know if I will ever have an u/s again that I am excited for.  I will be terrified every time, I'm sure.