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  • sending lots and lots of hugs your way.  I am so very sorry for your loss.

    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • I am so sorry =( 
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    IVF#1- BFP
    Beta 1-256
    Beta 2-550
    Beta 3-4,256

    Today I am pregnant, and Today I am thankful

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  • I am very sorry for your loss.


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    2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
    Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14

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  • I am so sorry.
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    TTC Since 2/2009
    2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
    8/2010 First RE Appointment
    11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
    12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
    1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
    2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
    5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
    8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
    On a break to save money.
    1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
    4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
    p/saif welcome
  • Thank you for all of the nice messages. 
    My Journey in 2010

    2/24 - 50mg of Clomid + IUI on 3/9 = BFN

    3/24 - 50mg of Clomid + Trigger + IUI on 4/9 = BFN

    4/22 - 50mg of Clomid + Trigger + IUI on 5/7 = BFN

    5/22 - Starting BCP. IVF here we come!

    6/9 - SHG - RE discovered several uterine polyps

    6/22 - Hysteroscopy to remove polyps

    7/23 - IVF begins -- 8/5 ER (14 fertilized) -- 8/11 ET one blast -- no snow babies

    8/20 - I am KU! Beta #1 = 52, Beta #2 = 473, Beta #3 = 2666

    8/28 - Experienced heavy bleeding -- 8/31 - Confirmed miscarriage

    10/6 - 50mg of Clomid + IUI on 10/20 = BFN

    11/7 - 50mg of Clomid + 75iu of Follistim + Trigger + IUI on 11/18 = BFN

    My Journey in 2011

    4/29 - Surprise BFP! Beta #1 = 570, Beta #2 = 1438, Beta #3 = 3418

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  • Oh, Reb, I am so, so sorry.  *hugs*  My heart is breaking for you.  I hope you have the happiest life with your husband and beautiful daughter.  My thoughts are with you. 
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    It took 5 failed IUIs and a failed IVF, but our FET worked!
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    Our baby girl was born on April 27, 2011!
  • My heart is just breaking for you hon.  I am so so sorry.
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

    Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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  • So sorry.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband.
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  • I've been lurking a ton lately, but wanted to give you a big *hug.*  I'm so sorry Reb!

    Our Journey to Brenden

    IVF #1: 4/11(Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix) 10 retrieved/8 mature and all 8 fertilized / 2 embies transferred ... nothing to freeze Beta 5/10 = BFN

    IVF Take 2 Long Lupron July 2011

    ER 7/3/11 (our 6th anniversary) - 8 retrieved/7 mature/fert ....ET 7/6/11 - 2 beautiful grade A 8 cell embryos

    Beta 7/18/11 - 149!!! Beta 7/21/11 - 311 Beta 7/28/11 - 2,000 8/5/11 - Empty Sac 8/8/11 - There's a yolk sac and maybe a heartbeat 8/12/11 - Fetal pole, yolk sac, heartbeat 8/18/11 - Baby looks GREAT!
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  • I am so sorry, Reb.  Know that even people you don't know (like me) are rooting for your peace and happiness.
  • I am so very sorry. T&P to you and YH.
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  • Reb - I am so, so sorry for your loss.  I know you have been through a lot and I know TTC takes a toll on a person.  You are such a strong person for going as far as you did.  Your angel will watch over your little DD (who, by the way, is PRECIOUS).

    Please take care of yourself... ((hugs))

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    1 Ruptured Ectopic m/c,
    1 Chemical Pregnancy m/c,
    2 rounds of Clomid,
    2 rounds of IUI,
    1 miracle BFP while waiting to start IVF!
    <p>~High five to my eBFF Chloe!~
  • I am so so sorry for your loss.  ((Hugs))
    Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers "Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
  • I am so sorry for your loss, Reb.  I have followed your journey over the past few months and wish you nothing but peace and healing.

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  • Reb, I am so, so very sorry.
    after 2+ years, 3 failed IUIs, 2 failed IVFs with a c/p
    IVF#3 brought us our miracle baby girl on June 26, 2012

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  • I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.
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    IVF #1 worked! Two baby boys born in January 2011 at 33 weeks.

    Rooting for the ladies of TTTC and IF.
  • My heart is breaking for you :(  I am soooo sorry, Reb. I know I can't say or do anything to ease your pain, but ((((HUGS)))) anyway.

     
    A+S | Met 8/24/06 | Married 9/27/08
    Started TTC 12/2008 | dx PCOS 5/2009
    6 failed clomid/femara/TI cycles, 1 failed clomid/ovidrel/IUI cycle
    Successful Cycle: 5/12/11 - 1000mg Metformin + 100mg Clomid(late response) + TI = BFP

    2/13/12 - We proudly welcomed our daughter, Hadley Teresa!
    Lots of Luck to all of 3T/IF

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. You have been in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you and your family nothing but happiness. You are so lucky to have such a great and supportive family.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  ((hugs))
    dx PCOS on Metformin
    LO#1 - 19 cycles, 3 IUIs, 1 m/c, gonal-f, ganirelix, ovidrel, progesterone
    Totally worth the wait!
    Getting ready for #2
    Back on Met, PCOS diet, prepping for treatments 1/12

    Good luck to the wonderful ladies of 3T
    Always cheering on my girls Gymnst1013 & MrsJohns
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  • Aw hun - I am so very sorry for you loss :( My heart just breaks for you...sending you lots of hugs!

  • I'm so sorry Reb. My heart is breaking for you. My T&P's are with you and YH during this difficult time. ((huge hugs))
  • I am so very sorry, Reb.((giant hugs))  You'll be in my thoughts.
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    Trying to Conceive since 10/2008
    <BR>Unexplain IF

    2010: 4 IUI's + injectibles, 1 M/C

    2011: IVF #1 = BFN, IVF #2 = BFP! 2 embies implanted.

    Beta #1 at 9DP5DT = 253, Beta #2 at 12DP5DT = 875!!, First ultrasound, May 5 - Triplets?! A set of identical twins and a tagalong

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    I'm so sorry.  Thinking of you and your family!
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  • I am so very sorry, Reb ! {{{HUGE HUGS}}} Please take care of yourself.


    "Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
    "Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
  • I'm so sorry for your loss Reb! T&P's to you and your family!

  • I don't know what to say, other than I am sorry. My heart really aches for you today and I just want to give you a big hug.
    IVF# 3 brought us our miracle

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  • Reb, I am late to this, but my heart is truly broken for you and your family. I am so sorry this happened. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you. ((HUGE HUGS))
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  • Reb I'm so sorry to hear this!! You and your family will be in my t&p   (((HUGS)))
  • Oh no! I am so very sorry to hear this! Reading this post just broke my heart!! (((HUGS)))
  • I am so sorry! your family is in my thought
    TTC since March 2010
    Dx:PCOS
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  • I go to a place in the Catholic Cemetery, where my little cousin (stillbirth) is buried called "Baby Land".  I try to keep it looking nice for when parents come by.  In there is a headstone for a little girl that only says, "Walk softly, for here lies a dream".  I think of this, and about my little baby (very, very early m/c) and while it still makes me cry, I think it says it all. 

    I will say I am sorry, I know that doesn't help.  Please let us know if you need anything.
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  • I'm so very sorry. ((hugs))
    TTC #1 since 8/09
    BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
    BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
    BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12

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  • I am so, so very sorry for your loss.  The pain is so enexplainably terrible.  I am just heartbroken for you.  (((((hugs)))))
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    Off BCP 05/09; TTC 07/09; 4 c/p's and 1 m/c

    DOR; MFI; hetero factor v leiden mutation

    1/10 - BFP - c/p 4w4d

    3/10 ~ BFP - 4/5/10 - u/s @ 7w6d - no hb; m/c 8w3d

    Tried many interventions:

    9/10 - unmedicated IUI (1.4 million post wash) = BFN

    10/10 - unmedicated IUI (4.5 million post wash) = BFP

    11/10 - c/p 4w4d

    12/10 injects+TI cycle (3 follies) = BFN

    2/11 - IVF #1 long lupron w/ ICSI; 1 embryo = BFN!

    7/11 - IVF #2 antagonist w/ICSI - 3dt of 3 grade A embies = BFP

    7/11 - c/p 4w5d

    10/11 - unmedicated IUI (2.5 mill post wash) = BFN

    11/11 - unmedicated IUI (12 million post wash) = BFP

    12/11 - c/p 4w2d

    12/11 - IUI #5 follistim (2.5 million post wash) = BFN

    1/15/11 - IUI #6 follistim (12 million post - woot!)= BFP!!! Praise the Lord!!!

    Beta #1 (12dpiui) 164; Beta #2 (14dpiui) 514!!!

    It's TWINS!!!!

    Two BOYS!!!!


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  • I'm so sorry Rebs. There are really no words. My heart aches for you.

    Give your DD an extra hug and kiss from me ((hugs))

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    FET #1- 3BB and 3B-B
    Beta #1 (4w0d)- 504
    Beta #2 (4w4d)- 4,577
    Beta #3 (6w0d)- 78,399 HB 115 bpm
    U/S #2 7w0d- HB 155 bpm

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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  You will be in my prayers. 

  • I know there are no words that can help heal the way you feel right now, but I just wanted you to know that I'm so saddened by your loss, and so very sorry that it had to end this way. ((((huge hugs)))) 

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    TTC since October 2008
    Dx Unexplained IF
    9/20 IUI#4 (follistim, ganirelix, ovidrel) = BFP!
    Beta #1 (14dpiui) = 132, Beta #2 (18dpiui) = 586
    First u/s 10/20.. it's TWINS!

    (Much love & luck to my BFPB, Gingham & to all my BWIC & TTTC ladies)

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  • T&P for you and your DH.
    ~Lindsey~
    Annovulation/Amenorrhea/Mild Endo Scarring

    10 Cycles with Femera/Bravelle, even Clomid 1x + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = 10 BFNs

    4/2011 Bravelle + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone + HOPE = 1st BFP EDD 01/21/12

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  • Oh Reb I am so so sorry for your loss :(
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  • Reading this brought tears to my eyes.  I am so, so sorry that this happened.  I hope that you are able to move onward and upward on whatever path you decide to take.
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