Thanks to everyone who was thinking of me over the past couple of days but unfortunately, I lost the baby. At my u/s on Sunday the tech saw a small gestational sac and today by uterus was empty. I now have to wait for my beta to drop.
I am devastated and can't believe this actually happened. I have shed so many tears over the past three days and my heart aches for the baby I will never get to hold.
I now feel more blessed than ever that I have such a wonderful DD. She is a true miracle in my eyes. DH and I talked a lot over the weekend and we both feel that it is time to end our TTC journey. We feel like we need to move on and be happy with our life and show our DD nothing but happiness and love.
Thanks so much for the amazing support and I am rooting for each and every one of you during this roller coaster of a journey.
My Journey in 2010
2/24 - 50mg of Clomid + IUI on 3/9 = BFN
3/24 - 50mg of Clomid + Trigger + IUI on 4/9 = BFN
4/22 - 50mg of Clomid + Trigger + IUI on 5/7 = BFN
5/22 - Starting BCP. IVF here we come!
6/9 - SHG - RE discovered several uterine polyps
6/22 - Hysteroscopy to remove polyps
7/23 - IVF begins -- 8/5 ER (14 fertilized) -- 8/11 ET one blast -- no snow babies
8/20 - I am KU! Beta #1 = 52, Beta #2 = 473, Beta #3 = 2666
8/28 - Experienced heavy bleeding -- 8/31 - Confirmed miscarriage
10/6 - 50mg of Clomid + IUI on 10/20 = BFN
11/7 - 50mg of Clomid + 75iu of Follistim + Trigger + IUI on 11/18 = BFN
My Journey in 2011
4/29 - Surprise BFP! Beta #1 = 570, Beta #2 = 1438, Beta #3 = 3418
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