TTC After a Loss

Whats the point? (Vent)

I'm so over everything today....After a BFN at 12 DPO this morning I'm not very optimistic for this cycle anymore.  It's just so frustrating when you do everything you can and it still doesn't work.  What's the point in OPK's and Charting if all its doing is getting my hopes up because my chart looks "perfect" only to end with AF showing up.  I'm supposed to be getting ready to go to work right now but all I wanna do is go back to bed and stay there all day.  Plus if this isn't our cycle we are taking the next few months off which means I will not be KU again by the day of my first BFP or by my 2nd EDD.....Today is just not a good day.

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BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

Re: Whats the point? (Vent)

  • {{HUGS}}

    We all understand how frustrating it can be. 

    I vote for crawling back into bed, just to give yourself a mental break.  Wink

    I hope your day gets better, hon.

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  • <<Big hugs>>  It looks like, based on your charts, that your LP is usually 13-14 days, so maybe it's just a little early for an accurate test?  Your chart is beautiful (!) - don't give up hope yet!
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  • ((hugs)) I am sorry.
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  • I'm sorry. It's so frustrating. I agree it's not fair that the symptoms and chart looks so promising.
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  • I totally agree with you- it can be so frustrating to get BFNs after doing everything you can to get a BFP. I'm hoping it's just too early for you and you'll get two lines tomorrow.
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  • ((hugs))  I'm sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry.  I wish I could tell you the answer, but I can't.  It sucks plain and simple and I'm sorry.  (((hugs)))
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  • ((((hugs))) I sometimes feel that way too! I am so sorry, i vote for crawling back into bed.


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  • I'm sorry. (((hugs)))
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    ((((hugs))) I sometimes feel that way too! I am so sorry, i vote for crawling back into bed.

    I wish I could but I was just off for 3 days because I went home to NJ to visit family....The best I could do was going in a little bit late Embarrassed Today is gonna be a long day.

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

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    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

  • I'm so sorry. I definitely hear you about doing everything right and then ending up with af instead of a BFP. I hope like the pp said, that it may just be too early to test. Sending thoughts and prayers your way, especially on this difficult day!

  • I'm sorry you got a BFN this morning.  I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for a BFP for you this month.  It's not over and maybe its still too early....
  • Hugs. I am so sorry. I think that if crawling back in bed is what you want to do than do it!
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  • So sorry you are having a rough day.  ((hugs))
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  • So sorry you are feeling this way.  Keep your chin up, its not over till AF shows up!!!  HUGS!
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  • I'm sorry. I hope your day goes by fast. ((hugs))
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  • I?m so sorry :-( Sending you a big hug and hoping that your day goes by fast

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  • HUGS!  I'm so sorry, I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!
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