Ugh. Worst Phone Call Ever.

CarrieLeigh84

I just called my nan, and she kept telling me that she's knitting all sorts of baby stuff for me, and putting them away in "the case" (whateve that means)

I had to tell her that I lost another one. It made her cry. Now I'm crying. I've been avoiding talking to her because I knew this would come up. Son of a_bitch. 

Anywho, spotting this morning, so I'm assuming CD1 is right around the corner. Ain't life grand?

 

Scout05

I wish I could give you a real hug.

I'm so sorry Carrie.

ShellShockedMama

I'm so sorry, I too wish I could give you a big hug.

CarrieLeigh84

Thanks ladies. I feel bad making an 86 year old woman cry.

She then added "it will come, I just hope I'm around to see it". I know she didnt mean for it to be a punch in the guts, but it was. 

ShellShockedMama

CarrieLeigh84:

Thanks ladies. I feel bad making an 86 year old woman cry.

She then added "it will come, I just hope I'm around to see it". I know she didnt mean for it to be a punch in the guts, but it was. 

Honey you didn't DO anything. and omg, stab in the heart. That's harsh. I know she didn't mean it that way, but that hurts my heart too. (((hugs))) 

Scout05

Oh sweetie, she sounds like she is just a great woman, with a huge heart, who loves you very much.

dondraandluis

I'm so sorry Carrie (((HUGS)))

sweetgirl425

I'm so sorry!!!

grr_aargh

ambrandau2:

I wish I could give you a real hug.

I'm so sorry Carrie.

This.

I'm sorry. 

lindsay.lou

That sounds awful. At least you told her and that part is over with.

I'm so sorry you had to do that. 

babes12

i'm sorry.  ((hugs))

sunshinenva

I'm sorry Carrie. HUGS

Mocha Girl

I'm so sorry HUGE hugs to you!!!

BeachCole

((HUGS)) I am so sorry Carrie

KristysRedBarn

I'm so sorry Carrie.  That would hurt so much.

Shemico

*hugs*

OCIrishBruin

(((hugs)))

mdm2137

((hugs))

serendipity

At least it's done now and you can stop avoiding her, right?  (after the cursory few days to let things settle)  Do you usually talk to her often?

And I'm SO sorry - I can't even imagine...  Hearing someone I love cry rips my heart in two.  ((((((((big hugs))))))))

maceymay1816

It must be the day for Nan's.  My Nanny told me today that she wished I'd just hurry up and get pregnant.  I told her I wished I could too.  She is 95 and has some dementia so I must forgive her bluntness, but it just hurts.

So I am sending hugs your way.

bbhalphen

I'm so sorry, Carrie!

Court1

So sorry Carrie .  Wish I could give you a real hug!

AtoB

Hugs, Carrie.  That is tough.

gwennythepooh

So sorry, Carrie:( Huge hugs.

pepomntpat

{hugs}