Not feeling positive today

schoolsoutbride

I'm 4dp5dFEt and just not feeling PG.

I'm trying to imagine how I'd deal with a BFN this time.  I really think this is the end of the road for us. We have 5 great blasts left on ice but I just can't see spending more money to put them back when clearly nothing is working.  It's like every penny I spend on IF is a penny I should be putting in my son's college fund or something (sorry for the mention of my son on here, but it plays a part.)

I really should go on BCP to manage my endo and avoid pain and a 3rd lap, so it's not like I can just see what happens after this.

I just yesterday told someone to try to avoid getting upset until there was something to be upset about. Why can't I take my own advice?

I can't believe I have more than another week of this limbo.

njohnson1972

(((hugs)))  The 2ww does suck.

DrVWife

Hugs.  I hope this is it for you.

Yellow_Daisy

Good Luck, I hope that this all works out so that you don't have to think about what to do next.

hollymichael

I'm sorry. I am 9dp3dt and have lost all ability to be positive myself.  The 2ww is awful.

Good luck!

ked1068

I firmly believe the 2ww is the cruelest part of an IVF cycle.  I hope the days start to pass quickly for you...

And I'll be positive for you, if you'd like! 

KiKiGee

The 2ww really sucks.

But try to not to feel bad b/c you don't feel anything.   I have absolutely ZERO symptoms and my 1st beta was 417.

Honestly... try not to over analyze and treat yourself well.  It's just too early to know.   

I hope that helps...

And PS - It's always harder to take our own advice! 

Jill070707

I'm sorry you're feeling so hopeless.  The 2ww is the absolute worst.  I really hope this happens for you and you surprise yourself.  Hang in there!

smilee

You are in protective mode, hon.  I know is is hard, but try not to read too much into your negative feelings and all of the thoughts swirling around.. you are most likely steeling yourself.

Totally normal and totally understandable.

Hang in there.  

maddie789

I'm sorry you're feeling this way... I hate how hopeless IF can make you feel. Hang in there, I hope your next week flies by!

HitchedinIN

Sorry that you're feeling down. I hope this cycle works out for you!

Echloe

Hang in there.

MZANS

You gave me that advice and I took it. 

Take a deep breath and be strong. 

krissie92682

{{{ hugs }}} try and stay positive... the 2ww is the worst

patchen30

I hope you get a pleasant surprise and this is it for you ((hugs))

Rachael07.07.07

Ugh, the 2ww is the worst! I hope that you are wrong and your son will be getting a sibling soon. (((hugs)))

susanc07

FWIW, i never felt PG during my 2ww either.  ((hugs)) it sucks, i know.

i hope the next week or so flies by for you!  GL!

hopefulmommy

I hope your last week goes by fastand that your BFP is coming! Hang in there!!

Sunshine05

Sorry you're feeling down... I hope you're very pleasantly surprised in a few days!

svp1537

huge {{{hugs}}} to you! I am sorry you are feeling down today. Sometimes it is really hard to take our own advice, but I think the advice you gave yesterday is pretty good

Hang in there!

etoyama

I'm so sorry you're having a rough 2ww. Many ((hugs)).

PoeticJustice

Hang in there Sweetie...

2bKEdwards

I'm sorry, the 2ww is awful!  ((hugs))

Dragonfly1226

I am so sorry you're having a bad day hon. The 2ww is such a roller coaster.

I am sending tons of PPV and T&Ps your way for this cycle hon!

schoolsoutbride

Thanks for the cheerleading today.  It means a lot.

PurplePanda83

((HUGS))

theworms

It is such a roller coaster cutie. My emotions are all over the place during 2ww, convinced it worked to knowing it will be a big fat fail.

There is no reason why this won't work cutie. 

We'll keep pulling for you and you just do what you need to do to deal with it.

(HUGS)