***** TTCAL/Forever Buddy to Cour10e****** -m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009 Beautiful daughter born February 2011 **Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
I'm really jealous of the couple that we're friends with. We were due a couple weeks apart, and it's hard to see them sometimes. She was talking about how weird it is to feel the baby move and I just got SO SO SO jealous. Not sad or anything, just jealous.
I married a ginger.
m/c 12/25/09 (5w5d) mm/c D&C 4/9/10 (11w1d) Take home baby 2/22/11 My boobies belong to cour10e
There was another pg announcement on fb. To calm myself down, I'm telling myself, "I don't want HER baby. I know her husband cheated on her when they were engaged." I think it's pretty pathetic that I have to list reasons why my future baby will be better off.
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I am a bitter b!tch tonight. I want to have a cookouttonight for Memorial Day, so my neighbor and I planned one. DH and I were the only woman of 5 that didn't have a baby there. It was 4 other couples with babies ranging from 2 months - 10 months, and one of them was KTFU with #2. Thank God for Shannon (ShanPando) being there because it was really hard. So I got drunk.
I'm pretty bitter tonight, which, on the general is nms.
I don't want to respond to any posts. I just dont give a fvck anymore.
The F word, is my fav word.
***** TTCAL/Forever Buddy to Cour10e****** -m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009 Beautiful daughter born February 2011 **Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
I don't want to be around anyone except DH and Shorty.
Kelly- I you!!
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I cried telling DH that AF made her grand arrival today, further cementing the "childless" aspect of our relationship. The house and our hearts feel empty.
I know I'm new here, so I hope it's okay if I participate in your nightly confessions.
My confession is that I f*cking hate myself today because I can't stop eating and because I wasted my ENTIRE day laying on the couch and I didn't get anything done that I needed to do. I did start getting to know you ladies-so that was good. I'm taking some classes online and I'm way behind because I've been so blah lately-I just am so pissed at myself for that. I could've worked on my school work all day today and I did nothing. Again.
Re: *!*Nightly Confessions*!*
m/c 12/25/09 (5w5d) mm/c D&C 4/9/10 (11w1d) Take home baby 2/22/11
My boobies belong to cour10e
* Lately I feel as though I nothing to contribute and I only post angry, whiney posts.
* I'm really, really bitter and angry (see, I told you)
*I'm never going to get a new job and I feel like a failure for many reasons.
I'm pissed at dh for almost no reason and haven't talked to him almost all night, all because he wouldn't take me to dinner.--I'm just a grumpy b!tch.
I think my "gender cake reveals are AWish" post is my nightly confession. haha
I thought of another one:
* I like reading other people's confessions
::BIG HUGS::
I'm pretty bitter tonight, which, on the general is nms.
I don't want to respond to any posts. I just dont give a fvck anymore.
The F word, is my fav word.
-m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009
Beautiful daughter born February 2011
**Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
I don't want to be around anyone except DH and Shorty.
Kelly- I
you!!
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I cried telling DH that AF made her grand arrival today, further cementing the "childless" aspect of our relationship. The house and our hearts feel empty.
I know I'm new here, so I hope it's okay if I participate in your nightly confessions.
My confession is that I f*cking hate myself today because I can't stop eating and because I wasted my ENTIRE day laying on the couch and I didn't get anything done that I needed to do. I did start getting to know you ladies-so that was good. I'm taking some classes online and I'm way behind because I've been so blah lately-I just am so pissed at myself for that. I could've worked on my school work all day today and I did nothing. Again.
Sorry---I know it's a tough day...
Still drinking?