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So maaadd!!!

nina&mattnina&matt member
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I'm in the worst possible mood today. It started out "ok" but then I went bsc... I had to go pick up crapload of meds to start new cycle, I had to mail off and fax medical release papers my dang printer wouldn't print, and I asked my H to fix it and he didn't "try" or appear to care.. I just lost it. I'm so tired of doing everything on my own... I'm probably over reacting.. After losing Lily he was doing things for me, helping me with EVERYTHING so really I shouldn't complain, but I'm just so beyond pisssy.. He lost his daughter too, why am I being such a bi**h!?!? Sorry for the vent ladies... I guess seeing the 7 boxes of gonal F pens really did a number on me.. :(
TTC# 1 Since 10/2005----Diagnosed with PCOS March of 2006
multiple failed cycles, multiple IUIs, lap with ovarian drilling 4/2008
Finally BFP on 11/23/09 beta#1=36 beta#2 =62 beta#3=139
Liliana was born on March 27,2010 at 21w5d due to infection and pre-term labor
BFP #2 on 6/20/10 after Gonal-F and TI First u/s showed Twins! 
TTC#2 since 02/2012 with out RE... 
Back to RE 08/2016----- Cycle #1 10/2016 Femara 7.5mg=???
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  • Kiki11Kiki11
    (((very big hugs)))
    TTC with unexplained IF since 8/2007 6 losses, one beautiful perfect boy in our arms Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
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  • Nesting.AwayNesting.Away

    I am sorry, Nina. I keep thinking a hole sounds really good to be crawling into right about now. I am having a screw it kind of day, too. Hide in my hole with me?

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  • nina&mattnina&matt member
    image*NestingAway*:

    I am sorry, Nina. I keep thinking a hole sounds really good to be crawling into right about now. I am having a screw it kind of day, too. Hide in my hole with me?

    I'm there hun! I go from bawling to screaming in 0 to 60.. Hope you can stand me cause I can't even stand myself right now :(
    TTC# 1 Since 10/2005----Diagnosed with PCOS March of 2006
    multiple failed cycles, multiple IUIs, lap with ovarian drilling 4/2008
    Finally BFP on 11/23/09 beta#1=36 beta#2 =62 beta#3=139
    Liliana was born on March 27,2010 at 21w5d due to infection and pre-term labor
    BFP #2 on 6/20/10 after Gonal-F and TI First u/s showed Twins! 
    TTC#2 since 02/2012 with out RE... 
    Back to RE 08/2016----- Cycle #1 10/2016 Femara 7.5mg=???
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  • MoFreeMoFree member
    I'm really sorry.  Men and women mourn differently and maybe your DH not appearing to care or try is part of his grieving.  Whatever the reason, it sucks and I'm so sorry ou are annoyed with DH on top of everything else you've been through.
    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • Amie8301Amie8301
    I'm so sorry. I cant imagine what you are going through. You have every right to feel as mad and sad and whatever else as you want!! Huge ((((hugs)))
    Crohn's resulting in colectomy with J-Pouch surgery in 2000/2001.
    TTC since August 2008
    IVF#1: BFFN; IVF#2: BFN; FET with new RE: BFN
    IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
    Twins girls born via c/s at 37w/3d!!
    "Let it go, this too shall pass."
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  • musubigirlmusubigirl member
    ((((((((hugs)))))))))))  If only we got to stick our hubbies with needles....
    SAIFW
    PCOS diagnosis~can't remember how many years ago
    Several cycles of Clomid with OBGYn ~BFNs
    11-09 Initial Consult with RE
    12-09 Changed to a different RE
    1-2010 CCT-BFN
    2-2010 Rest Cycle, Waiting for AF..where are yOU?
    3.5.2010 RE found a cyst....Rest another month
    3.12.10 AF
    3.13.10 Cyst still there....on BCP until next month
    4.10.10 Starting Lupron/Gonal-F/Luveris
    April 2010 IVF #1 ~ BFP
    5.5.10 Beta #1~150
    5.7.19 Beta #2~300
    5.19.10 1st u/s 2 sacs~~
    5.25.10 2nd u/s 2 heartbeats~twins
    EDD 1.12.11
    Delivered on 11.28.10 due to HELLP syndrome at 33w 4days
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  • BMWwifeBMWwife
    Your emotions and hormones are all over the place right now. I think your entitled to go off over stupid things.  (((((HUGS))))
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