H is coming over in the morning and bringing his presents for dd over, so we can celebrate her 1st and last Christmas with us all together.
It is bitter sweet. While I know we are over and I will be okay,I'm looking forward to having a happy little family even just for a couple of hours.
My emotions have been all over the board, I've gotten a lot better about not crying. As much as I know its over, and I don't think that I would ever trust that he loved me again, I still just want for him to come home.
So funny how your life can change in one second.
I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas!
Stay busy and happy
Re: Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to you, too.
My H gets the girls Christmas day from 9:00-6:30, which is actually ok with me. My family does our dinner and presents on Christmas Eve, and I get the girls for "Santa" in the morning. I think while he has them tomorrow I might go see Sherlock Holmes.