**BabyRN2009**

Leah&Cole

Did you cave, or are you still holding strong?  Your chart looks pretty!  I can't wait for your post!

BabyRN2009

Let me preface this by saying: I'M AN IDIOT!!!

Yes I caved.  I didn't post about it here because I know it was dumb and I shouldn't have.  Came out positive (faint), but I was only 11 days past my trigger yesterday.  After the fact, I tried to remember how long after the trigger I was getting positives last cycle...and I *think* my last one was 12 days after.  So just to appease myself I tested again this morning and it's the same if not lighter than yesterday...but we're talking faint faint.  As in, it takes a few minutes to show up and then you still have to squint.  I really think it's just the trigger.  Since I've already started now, I'll test again tomorrow and Monday just to see what happens, but I really don't have much hope for this cycle! 

I do feel better having done it than if I hadn't.  It was driving me nuts. It was like all of a sudden I just HAD to.  And with 30 cheapies calling to me from under my sink how could I refuse??  Lol.  I need help!