AF came this morning. I knew around 1:30 am that it was over. I sat and cried and DH told me he was proud that it took me that long to have a break down. Now its time for a 6 month break. I was accepted into a pilot program through my job where I get a free 6 month gym membership, trainer, classes, etc. I figured it was going to be one or the other. I guess the choice was made for me. I will still be around and checking on everyone. Thanks for all the words of encouragement yesterday! IF sucks!!!
Re: It's over, AF came....
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Awe lady, I'm soooooo sorry!!! Such a bummer!!! Take good care of yourself in the next 6 months!! ((HUGS))
Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
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Damn it!!! J, I am so, so, so sorry. This just isn't fair - it just isn't. You are obviously and amazing person and you absolutely deserve a child of your own. I wish it was just me that got a BFN and not the both of us. I am going to keep you and your DH in my thoughts and prayers over your break cycle.
FUIF! FU BIG TIME!!!
I am a runner, knitter, scientist, DE-IVF veteran, and stage III colon cancer survivor.
I'm so sorry. :-( (((((((hugs))))))
the gym pilot program sounds pretty cool though! You'll be in such great shape for your next cycle!
IVF#1 gave us a BFP on 8/24/09, DD born May 2010
Surprise, natural BFP July 2012 ended in miscarriage 9/4/12 at 10w4d
FET#1 January 2013
I'm so sorry. Hugs! IF blows!