Anyone else just afraid to test?

summerbrideDC

I am just so completely worn out from all these months of BFNs that I just hate the idea of testing and dealing w/ the disappointment. ?I'm at the point where I can barely even imagine what it would be like to see a 2nd line, so testing just feels like another confirmation of my failure. ?Boo. ?

I remember those first few months when I'd POAS starting at 8dpo just for the "fun of it". ?I miss that hopeful anticipation. ??

queenbone

It's too depressing for me.  I usually wait until I am a few days late to test.  But then my cycle is irregular so some cycles it would probably cut down on my lingering hopefulness if I were to test early.  When you aren't pg nothing seems like the right decision.  It sucks!

shaunie

Lately I've felt the same way. I'd rather just wait for my beta.

VandRicky

I don't even pee on sticks anymore, have no desire to. Well actually, I do have the desire but the BFN always makes me so sad too!

jillianjigs7

i just wanted to say your son is adorable!!!