Thanks for all of your words of encouragement. They meant a lot to me. It has been a long, sad day. I just keep crying. I think I have got it together and then...there it is again. I am waiting for the bleeding to start. I feel like it is more then I can bear. I know God only gives us what we can handle but this is a tough one to deal with. I feel so empty already. I am scared about what I am going to feel like when the bleeding starts.
?Last night I kept my DH up all night. I kept crying and screaming out all night. Seriously, all ?night. How awful. I am sure he feels helpless. Thanks again for listening. ?