Hi zobomamma, we're so sorry to hear about the difficult time you’re going through - but you are definitely not alone!!
I hope you have a strong support network around you to help you, and strongly urge you to continue conversations with your doctor! If talking to someone online or on the phone would help you feel better we recommend these resources for everyone struggling with PPD:
Re: What do I do to self love myself
I hope you have a strong support network around you to help you, and strongly urge you to continue conversations with your doctor! If talking to someone online or on the phone would help you feel better we recommend these resources for everyone struggling with PPD: