I am doing this on my own. Left ovary and fallopian tube removed due to cyst/necrosis just after birth. Right ovary and tube still purport to function.
Began TTC in Aug '18 @ age 35
5 or 6 (or 7?!) cycles using frozen donor sperm, ICI. All BFN
Mar-Jun '19 IUIs, all BFN
Began process of referral for RE in spring of '19, blood tests confirm low AMH (.54) but all else is good.
May '19 HSG shows open tube, but ultrasound suggests fibroids
MRI in June '19 confirms two large fibroids, one growing through wall of uterus
In June '19 I move from California to Oregon, disrupting my insurance, referrals, etc. 5 months spent piecing it all back together.
Nov. '19 attempted myomectomy (vaginal approach) failed. 2nd surgery using laparoscopic method in Jan '20 is successful.
April '20 --> June '20, natural IUIs, all BFN.
July? saline ultrasound and bubble test demonstrate open tube
July '20 clomid cycle cancelled for thin lining
Aug-Oct, 3 femara cycles, all BFN
RE referral. While waiting to set up an appointment Nov-Jan,I continue with natural cycles and ICI, using a known donor, BFN...
Jan '21 more bloodwork, AMH is worse (.30), FSH high albeit not catastrophic at 13.2. hysteroscopy all good. "looks cozy!" says the RE.
Feb '21, injectables (menopur, novarel), iui, BFN (doc said the frozen donor sperm sample had the "best numbers she'd ever seen!")
Mar '21, injectables, iui cancelled due to lack of follicles, converted to at home-insem. BFN
May '21, first IVF round cancelled due to cyst.
July '21 IVF: standard antagonist. 225menupur/225gonal-f/cetrotide/5000u trigger, AFC 7; 6 days of stims. 8 eggs retrieved, 7 mature, 5 fertilize, 4 made it to blast. 3 are 4AB, 1 is 4BB. PGT-A results all abnormal.
Oct '21 somewhat improved AMH (.51) and significantly improved FSH (8.9). Maybe it's all the pills I swallow.
Dec -21, standard antagonist. 225menupur/225gonal-f/cetrotide/5000u trigger, AFC 5; 11 days of stims. retrieval yields 5, 4M, 2 reach day-6 blast (4AB & 4BB). 1 low-level mosaic (chr. 3 deletion), 1 complex abnormal.
Feb '22 FET (low-level mosaic): CP.
May '22 egg retrieval, lupron flare protocol. HGH priming for 1 month before stims; md lupron 20/20u daily; menopur 225, follistim 225, 10k trigger after 8 days of stims; AFC 10; 13 retrieved; 10 mature; 8 fertilized. All frozen at 2PN for later thaw, grow, and biopsy.
July '22 egg retrieval same protocol: 9 days of stims; AFC 8; 10 retrieved, 8 mature, 4 fertilized and frozen.
Sept '22 ER same protocol: AFC 10; 12 retrieved, 11 mature, 11 fertilized.
From the 3 retrievals, 7 survived to day 5-6 blastocyst, from which I have 2 normal embryos!
Jan 20, Fully medicated FET, baby aspirin, dexamethasone, acupuncture, and as much woo as I can stand (which isn't very much). BFN.
July 23, Natural FET + baby aspirin. BFN.
Re: WTO Thurs. 5-12
Month/Cycle: too many!
CD: 2ish, kinda. but still not bleeding. day 2 of the lupron, day 1 of the big meds.
WAYDTGKU: egg retrieval w/ HGH priming and lupron flare protocol. supplements galore.
R/R: my career in academia thus far has taught me nothing if not that the capacity for some dudes to behave very badly in positions of power is, how to say, impressive. as a grad student my dept had a major sexual harassment case centered around a prof in the dept. it made the national news. and yesterday i learned that here in my new place of employ, a former professor who taught in my department until recently was just convicted of serious felonious crimes. suffice to say a student rejected his advances and he couldn't handle no for an answer. i'm keeping it vague here because internet safety but uuuuuugggggghhh. now i have to go tell my students that i do not condone that kind of sh** and that i hope my employer will stand up and be clear that they do not either.
i'm not sure if i have any raves this morning, except woohoo! started on the gonadotropins.
CS/Q: noooope
Oct '21 somewhat improved AMH (.51) and significantly improved FSH (8.9). Maybe it's all the pills I swallow.
Dec -21, standard antagonist. 225menupur/225gonal-f/cetrotide/5000u trigger, AFC 5; 11 days of stims. retrieval yields 5, 4M, 2 reach day-6 blast (4AB & 4BB). 1 low-level mosaic (chr. 3 deletion), 1 complex abnormal.
Feb '22 FET (low-level mosaic): CP.
May '22 egg retrieval, lupron flare protocol. HGH priming for 1 month before stims; md lupron 20/20u daily; menopur 225, follistim 225, 10k trigger after 8 days of stims; AFC 10; 13 retrieved; 10 mature; 8 fertilized. All frozen at 2PN for later thaw, grow, and biopsy.
July '22 egg retrieval same protocol: 9 days of stims; AFC 8; 10 retrieved, 8 mature, 4 fertilized and frozen.
Sept '22 ER same protocol: AFC 10; 12 retrieved, 11 mature, 11 fertilized.
From the 3 retrievals, 7 survived to day 5-6 blastocyst, from which I have 2 normal embryos!
Jan 20, Fully medicated FET, baby aspirin, dexamethasone, acupuncture, and as much woo as I can stand (which isn't very much). BFN.
July 23, Natural FET + baby aspirin. BFN.
@optimistgardener Oh my...I really question sometimes what people are thinking when they do stuff like that. Like do they really think that's going to go well? Do they really think that's okay?? Ugh. Sorry you have to deal with all that...
Month/Cycle: 9/9
CD: 12
WAYDTGKU: BBT, OPK, CM, clomid
R/R: Half day today and then a very busy couple of days! But I'm excited, it should be really fun.
CS/Q: Still no fertile CM (this is officially the longest I've gone in a cycle that I know of without any signs of O), and very very negative OPKs. Like they actually just keep getting lighter and lighter, and I'm like what is happening??
@annanbby Enjoy your half day!
Month/Cycle: 17/2AL
CD: 12
WAYDTGKU: BBT, CM, OPKs, CoQ10, PNVs
R/R: I am almost done digging out from the stuff that piled up while I was on vacation. I am also almost all caught up on my podcasts, so feeling pretty accomplished. The weather here this weekend is supposed to be super warm, starting tomorrow and I am so excited for that nice warm weather to come back. Being in the warm weather every day in FL makes it that much harder to deal with the cold here each day. I am ready for summer!
CS/Q: Temp rose this morning, which is in line with yesterday being O day. Hanging here today to get at least one more higher temp before moving over to TWW. Also, the TWW is hard enough, never mind getting there early LOL. I'm glad we were able to get in another attempt last night and due to a high drive I might just try to sneak in another tonight too..
Married 10/28/17
Our TTC Journey
Team Green turned Team Blue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21
BFP June '21
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21
Jan '22 - started IF testing
BFP Jan '22
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22
BFP May '22
@optimistgardener I love teaching and I loathe academia. It is the most toxic environment available - all these little fiefdoms with no oversight. If you want to trade horror stories just slide into my DMs. I am real with my niece about getting a PhD (she's only 16 now so there's time). I straight up said, "Academia is a nightmare and if you want to go there I will support you and help keep you safe and sane and get you through it." Nothing like being encouraging
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Also, hi! Been a bit. Needed a break for my mental health.
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