1st BFP 6/7/10 premature delivery and loss at 22w2d on 10/4/10
2nd BFP 10/10/11, EDD 6/2/12,natural m/c 10/13/11 at 6w5d
3rd BFP 12/25/11, DD born 8/31/12
4th BFP 1/3/14, DD born 9/5/14 5th BFP 11/15, DS born 7/24/16 6th BFP 7/14/16, EDD 3/20/18
I had my first OB appt this morning. I’m 8+1 and they couldn’t find a heartbeat. I had a blood test and will have another on Wednesday to check levels, in case I’m not as far along as I think I am.
I want to be optimistic. But I’m feeling like we lost the baby and I want to grieve and be sad. But DH refuses to do that until we know for sure. So this is going to be a shitty awful two days.
Today we were supposed to tell our parents (besides my mom who already knew) and our siblings. It was supposed to be so happy today.
Had my hcg levels drawn Monday and today, and it went from 11,729 to 11,054. They said it wasn’t enough of a decrease to call it a decrease, that it basically stayed the same. So now I have to wait for another ultrasound next Monday. The baby was measuring 6 weeks on Monday, so next week at 7 weeks they said we should definitely hear the heartbeat and can confirm if the pregnancy is viable. (but based on LMP I will be 9+1 that day, and although my cycles are irregular, they are short, between 24-27 days, so it just doesn’t seem possible to me that I could be so much further behind than my period suggests).
Cue the most excruciatingly anxious 6 days of my life.
@lemomma I’m so sorry you still have another 6 day wait. I’ll be thinking of you and sending you all the positive thoughts. ❤️
1st BFP 6/7/10 premature delivery and loss at 22w2d on 10/4/10
2nd BFP 10/10/11, EDD 6/2/12,natural m/c 10/13/11 at 6w5d
3rd BFP 12/25/11, DD born 8/31/12
4th BFP 1/3/14, DD born 9/5/14 5th BFP 11/15, DS born 7/24/16 6th BFP 7/14/16, EDD 3/20/18
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2nd BFP 10/10/11, EDD 6/2/12,natural m/c 10/13/11 at 6w5d
3rd BFP 12/25/11, DD born 8/31/12
5th BFP 11/15, DS born 7/24/16
6th BFP 7/14/16, EDD 3/20/18
Cue the most excruciatingly anxious 6 days of my life.
2nd BFP 10/10/11, EDD 6/2/12,natural m/c 10/13/11 at 6w5d
3rd BFP 12/25/11, DD born 8/31/12
5th BFP 11/15, DS born 7/24/16
6th BFP 7/14/16, EDD 3/20/18