Hey ladies ❤️
Before I write anything, I have to say I’m beyond blessed to be 30 weeks pregnant with my rainbow. In no way, shape, or form am I complaining.. I just really need to let this out somehow ☹️
I work an off shift job that is very stressful and busy, I am alone and don’t get breaks/lunches. Sometimes I’ve waited 2-3hrs just to use the restroom. It all sounds illegal I know but, trust me there’s nothing I can do about that (long story). I’m due in may and am not returning to my job after maternity leave (VERY grateful for this). I don’t want to leave my job now because I’d lose 3 weeks of vacation and short term disability (comes out of my check every week so I don’t feel bad using it). I’m trying to hold out at least until the second week of April to ask the doctor to take me off. I also just got diagnosed with gestational diabetes but, instead of it making my sugar go high it gets dangerously low and I’ve almost gone unconscious at work. I need to get through these next 6 weeks but mentally and physically I am a wreck, I don’t want to tell my doctor what’s been going on because I know he’d take me off work now and I need these last few paychecks to pay off some debts as well. Are any of you ladies in the same boat?
Thank you to anyone who has read this and just listened to me vent!