I get bouts of seeing red ridiculous rage (I would say uncontrollable, but my children are still alive so...) over some stupid stuff. My worst at the moment - so a "friend" I taught with in Vegas, and then taught with again here in Alaska (I convinced here to apply because our school in Nevada was not renewing her contract) just quit her job in the village she was teaching in and moved here to the Kenai - in the same trailer park we are living in (and leaving) 2 doors down from us. She is supposedly one of my very best friends and, but every time I see her face come up on Facebook or messenger or anything else I want to scream. Some of it is ridiculous - I have no reason to be THIS rage-y at her, but I feel like I can't help it. There is some shit that happened last year, and some of what I feel like was/is gaslighting, but still, I don't feel like my level of anger is appropriate. This level of apathy would be fine.
Ok, sorry, kind of attention whore-y and "vaguebooking" but there are a few details behind that are more... out of the norm than I am willing to share publicly.
Anyway, that is what is sending me into a blind rage right now, how about y'all?