Well. I woke up at 5:15am this morning with a lot of bleeding. Decided to go into the ER and after and ultrasound, discovered we lost one of the babies. I"m heartbroken, to say the least, but thankful my other babe seems to be doing well. Sorry to be an AW, but I figured I only wanted to write this out one time instead of posting it on multiple threads.
Bobby Llewellyn born September 29, 2012 Kade Wayne born July 23, 2015 MC in February 2017 MC in November 2017 Oliver Dean (Ollie) due December 17, 2018
It’s not AW at all to make your own thread for this. I’m so sorry about your baby. Try to be good to yourself right now. My thoughts are with your family today.
@jens_hoes They told me to go about my normal routine and that everything should work itself out. Since there were separate placentas, one doesn't pose a risk to the other and I guess the loss was still early enough that my body just kinda works it out. So strange and sad.
@texas_t so sorry to hear of your loss and glad to hear you still have one healthy baby growing. It must be so confusing and sad. Lots of ❤️ to you and your family.
Oh @texas_t I’m so sorry for your loss. Thankful that your other little one is ok, but I know you must be grieving. Please take some time to take care of yourself. Hugs hugs hugs.
@texas_t My heart sank when I saw your name with a TW post. I am SO sorry for the loss of one of your babies. I'm glad the other babe looks good, but I can't imagine how painful this is. Sending you so much love.
Thank you all for your kind words. We have vacation next week, so hopefully that will give us the time we need as a family to come to terms with the changes
@texas_t I am so sorry for your loss. It is a strange feeling to grieve and be grateful for the twin you have. This happened to my SIL and I remember her struggle. I hope your time off is what you need.
Oh no! I'm happy that you do have a vacay coming up so you can process and adjust. *creepy internet hugs*
NTNP since Dec 2012 | TTC since Jan 2016 Dx: Unspecified IF BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018
@texas_t Aw, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. It must be very confusing to be grieving for one, but happy or relieved that the other is okay. Hang in there. Vacation next week sounds like it's the perfect time to get away and just focus on yourself and your family.
Oh gosh, I’m so sorry. Keeping everything crossed that the other little one is a fighter and everything is okay for the rest of your pregnancy
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@texas_t I'm so sorry to hear this . I will keeping thinking positive thoughts for you and your other little one that you will both remain healthy and good here on out. My thoughts are with you and your family today.
Hubby & Me: Born 1993 Married: August 2013 Son: December 2018 Baby in heaven: February 2020, was due Sept
Re: *TW* Loss Mentioned
Kade Wayne born July 23, 2015
MC in February 2017
MC in November 2017
Oliver Dean (Ollie) due December 17, 2018
Did they say what you need to do, if anything, for the other baby to try and keep everything ok?
Started IF Feb. 2014
PCOS & MFI (low sperm count and motility)
3 Femara cycles w/natural intercourse over summer 2014, BFN
1 Clomid cycle w/natural intercourse Nov. 2014, BFN
IUI March 2015, BFN
IUI June 2015, BFN
IUI Oct. 2015, BFN
IVF Oct. 2016, fresh transfer, 2 day-3 embryos, BFN; nothing to freeze
IVF Nov. 2017, fresh transfer, 2 day-5 blasts, BFP; ectopic; 1 blast frozen
FET March 2018, 1 day-5 blast, BFP!
*Rainbow 8/2015*
*Expected Rainbows 12/2018*
*Loss of Twin 5/2018*
TTC #1 January 2016
BFP April 18 2016 | EDD December 29, 2016
Welcome baby A! January 9, 2017
TTC#2 March 2018
BFP March 30, 2018 | EDD December 12, 2018
DS2 due 12/12/18
*Rainbow 8/2015*
*Expected Rainbows 12/2018*
*Loss of Twin 5/2018*
Dx: Unspecified IF
BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks
BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018
Married 6/18/16 (Me 42, DH 44), TTC #2
***TW***
As of 12/2016: AMH 1.42, FSH 6.1, AFC ~10
Self-benched Nov-Dec 2016 for
IVF #1 Jan-Feb 2017 (OCP, testosterone primed antagonist w/HGH - ER 2/2/17 - 12R, 7M ICSI'd, 3F, 0B)
IVF #2 Mar-Apr 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 4/8/17 - 10R, 8M, 8F, 5B, 1 PGS normal)
IVF #3 May-Jun 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 6/4/17 - 14R, 5F, 3B, 0 normal)
**New RE**
IVF #4 Sept 2017 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 9/28/17 - 33R, 18F, 10B, 4 PGS normals!)
FET #1 (medicated) of one PGS normal 4AA XX 11/2/17 - Beta #1 11/11/17 (153), Beta #2 11/13/17 (324), mc at 5w1d on 11/19/17
IVF #5 Dec 2017 - Insemination of 9 frozen eggs from 2012 (8F, 1B, 0 normal)
Jan 2018 - Natural cycle ERA (normal/receptive) & stimming for
IVF #6 Jan-Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/3/18 - 17R, 6M, 4F, 0 blasts)
IVF #7 Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/26/18 - 19R, 9M, 9F, 4B, 2 PGS normals)
FET #2 Apr 2018 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 4AA- XX 4/5/18 - Beta #1 4/14/18 (67), Beta #2 4/16/18 (231)
Rainbow baby girl born 12/16/2018 (via c-section, induced at 39 weeks)
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TFAS!
FET #3 Dec 2019 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 3BB XY 12/16/19 - Beta #1 12/24/19 (139), Beta #2 12/27/19 (482)
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
DS: 12/20/16
EDD: 11/29/18
I'm so sorry to hear this . I will keeping thinking positive thoughts for you and your other little one that you will both remain healthy and good here on out. My thoughts are with you and your family today.
Married: August 2013
Son: December 2018
Baby in heaven: February 2020, was due Sept