@asun123 I hope everything looks good today, keep us updated.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
I just wanted to update: Tuesday I was 4 weeks 1 day and my hcg level was at 61. just got my results back from today's blood test: Thursday 4 weeks 3 days my hcg level is 210. More than tripled in two days so I'm pretty happy about it (:
Bobby Llewellyn born September 29, 2012 Kade Wayne born July 23, 2015 MC in February 2017 MC in November 2017 Oliver Dean (Ollie) due December 17, 2018
... I also have been feeling a lot of guilt for being in this position. This is my first pregnancy and my understanding of the role of parent is that the #1 priority is to keep your child safe. I failed to do that before I even knew this child existed. I should have been more careful.
Dragging this back up from several days ago, but:
The number one priority I have a a parent is yes, to keep my child safe... but the #1 way that we actually do that is by making the best decisions we can in the moment, with the understanding that there's nothing in life without risk, that the likelihood of any one mistake we can make by itself causing irreperable harm is extremely low. You did not fail to protect your child. You made the best decision you could (look at you, even rescheduling your trip because of your intent to TTC!) to minimize the known risks (even though those risks were minimal) to your someday baby, which means you've been doing an A+ job of parenting since before you were even pregnant. You have failed at nothing; you have done, are doing and will pretty obviously continue to do a great job
Fingers crossed for super quick results for you that set your mind at ease.
I know this is an "old" thread, but I don't think a new one was started this week and I'm not going to start one just for the weekend before the new one technically should be started.
Had my nurse appointment today! Nothing exciting, but it makes it feel slightly more real! She did say that because my BMI is over a certain threshold, I have to do an early 1-glucose. So that sucks, but I never lost the weight after DS and am considered "overweight", so it didn't surprise me too much. First OB appointment is 4/27, two more weeks! No dating scan was scheduled today, so hopefully on that day it will be!
Hi everyone, I am coming off back to back chemical pregnancies so you can imagine my anxiety. I have no idea when I ovulated and since I had a chemical last month it's pretty hard to have an idea of dates. BUT I believe my first draw was at about 3w4d or 5d and my number was 24. At 4w1d up to 121. The nurse told me that was really good. Another draw on Monday. I would love some prayers for continuing rising numbers!
Re: Weekly Appointments w/o 3/26 (Beta testing!)
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
*Rainbow 8/2015*
*Expected Rainbows 12/2018*
*Loss of Twin 5/2018*
Tuesday I was 4 weeks 1 day and my hcg level was at 61.
just got my results back from today's blood test:
Thursday 4 weeks 3 days my hcg level is 210.
More than tripled in two days so I'm pretty happy about it (:
Kade Wayne born July 23, 2015
MC in February 2017
MC in November 2017
Oliver Dean (Ollie) due December 17, 2018
*Rainbow 8/2015*
*Expected Rainbows 12/2018*
*Loss of Twin 5/2018*
The number one priority I have a a parent is yes, to keep my child safe... but the #1 way that we actually do that is by making the best decisions we can in the moment, with the understanding that there's nothing in life without risk, that the likelihood of any one mistake we can make by itself causing irreperable harm is extremely low. You did not fail to protect your child. You made the best decision you could (look at you, even rescheduling your trip because of your intent to TTC!) to minimize the known risks (even though those risks were minimal) to your someday baby, which means you've been doing an A+ job of parenting since before you were even pregnant. You have failed at nothing; you have done, are doing and will pretty obviously continue to do a great job
Fingers crossed for super quick results for you that set your mind at ease.
Had my nurse appointment today! Nothing exciting, but it makes it feel slightly more real! She did say that because my BMI is over a certain threshold, I have to do an early 1-glucose. So that sucks, but I never lost the weight after DS and am considered "overweight", so it didn't surprise me too much. First OB appointment is 4/27, two more weeks! No dating scan was scheduled today, so hopefully on that day it will be!
DS2 due 12/12/18