zamora_spin Beta hell, yes! Between finding the time to take the tests, making sure you try to take them EXACTLY 48 hours apart, stressing over the results of the test, etc. It's just a LOT!
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks) MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks) MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP) RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017 MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP) RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017 MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023. Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing. Surgery for endometriosis January 2024 Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
@vlagrl29 Awesome! So jealous of the Gaga concert! @majormayhem210 I'm so sorry for your loss. Sharing about my losses has been probably the most healing thing I have done. I don't know exactly how your friend feels, but for me it is helpful especially to talk with people who have had their own TTC struggles. eta because I didn't finish a thought.
@majormayhem210 welcome and so sorry for your loss. The facebook ads are ridiculous- I also felt like everyone around me was suddenly pregnant while I was feeling awful. FX your stay here is short!
DS born 04/22/15, Pregnant again 03/01/17 however loss due to PPROM at 20+6 weeks now TTC rainbow
1. TTC 5.5 years - MC Nov '16, NMC Jul '17. 2. Had my progesterone checked on Monday to confirm ovulation. I was 3 DPO and my level was 18. I started taking Estrace on Tuesday and will continue that until the day before I start stims. CD 1 should be here around the 22nd and then it's go time! I'm 6DPO today and have been feeling crampy on and off for the last couple of days. I'm not getting my hopes up that this will be a miracle cycle, but it totally would be nice. 3. Yesterday was the death anniversary of my baby from my first loss. I took the day off of work and just took care of myself. It was a hard week leading up to yesterday and even today, as today was my D&C day. One year ago right now I was sitting in the OR waiting room just waiting for them to be able to fit me in for the procedure. Needless to say, I haven't really participated on the boards this week. I have been reading all of your updates, though 4. GTKY: What's your worst habit? I don't know. Maybe my love of chips. That's a really bad habit that needs to stop. My clothes are sooooo tight.....
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I feel like there's so many new people this week. Why oh why does this keep happening to so many women. It really frustrates me. Welcome to the group to all of the new ladies out there @oldestberry@staylor3@majormayhem210 , I wish none of you had to join us here but we're a pretty great group of ladies so at least you're in good company. @tosh24 my heart goes out to you. Eat the extra chips this week, you truly deserve it.
(I still haven't heard a peep from my OB to reschedule my hysteroscopy, ugh)
@40momma I second that. It really sucks that there are so many new people here going through this. Welcome to everyone though, you’ll definitely find that this group is super supportive.
@tosh24 sorry about your milestones. Creepy internet hugs to you. Hope you can take things easy for a while. I’m really hoping that this will be your miracle cycle!
@tosh24 I’m sorry about your ani this week and hope you were able to take care of yourself and find some sort of peace. All of this stuff is just so crappy.
Thanks ladies! Today ended up being a nightmare! Went to work because it was so early the doctor said the bleeding shouldn’t be that bad no worse then a period. Wrong! I started gushing at work and had to go to the hospital and ended up getting a partial d&c with no pain killers. Yeah, I don’t recommend that! Plus, my boss had to come get me and take me to my car( I work in a mobile grooming van so this happened mid groom.)and she didn’t even know I was pregnant till today.
@majormayhem210 What a traumatic way to have to go through an already traumatic time. Glad that you got treatment and hope that your recovery is quick. I hate how they say “it’ll be like a heavy period.” Nope! More like a “light labor.”
Re: TTCAL Week of 11/13
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
#BitterHagPartyOf1
@staylor3 Yes, loss will do that to you for sure.
@majormayhen210 Welcome to the group. So sorry for your loss. I would recommend talking to your friend too. There is comfort in numbersTTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
@majormayhem210 I'm so sorry for your loss. Sharing about my losses has been probably the most healing thing I have done. I don't know exactly how your friend feels, but for me it is helpful especially to talk with people who have had their own TTC struggles. eta because I didn't finish a thought.
1. TTC 5.5 years - MC Nov '16, NMC Jul '17.
2. Had my progesterone checked on Monday to confirm ovulation. I was 3 DPO and my level was 18. I started taking Estrace on Tuesday and will continue that until the day before I start stims. CD 1 should be here around the 22nd and then it's go time! I'm 6DPO today and have been feeling crampy on and off for the last couple of days. I'm not getting my hopes up that this will be a miracle cycle, but it totally would be nice.
3. Yesterday was the death anniversary of my baby from my first loss. I took the day off of work and just took care of myself. It was a hard week leading up to yesterday and even today, as today was my D&C day. One year ago right now I was sitting in the OR waiting room just waiting for them to be able to fit me in for the procedure. Needless to say, I haven't really participated on the boards this week. I have been reading all of your updates, though
4. GTKY: What's your worst habit? I don't know. Maybe my love of chips. That's a really bad habit that needs to stop. My clothes are sooooo tight.....
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
@tosh24 my heart goes out to you. Eat the extra chips this week, you truly deserve it.
(I still haven't heard a peep from my OB to reschedule my hysteroscopy, ugh)
@tosh24 sorry about your milestones. Creepy internet hugs to you. Hope you can take things easy for a while. I’m really hoping that this will be your miracle cycle!
@pumpkinpancake I love this s creepy internet hug stuff