(Long)Introduction After march 2017 d&c (hopefully I'm in the right group)

sylviagirl0927 · October 2017

I could not sleep. I figured now is the best time to finally introduce myself....it has taken a while for me to finally introduced myself but I was not sure where I belonged..I am 38 and married. We have a 2 yr old daughter (born in spring 2015). I got pregnant in January 2017. I was happy but nervous. My dh was more worried about timing and finances. He in the end was starting to look forward to pregnancy. I was due oct16th. We went to ultrasound on dh's bday and growth was normal but no heartbeat. Md said to come back so we did 8 weeks appt. (which was 2 days before wedding anniversary) there was no heartbeat. So we scheduled d&c for day after wedding anniversary. It has taken a long time to process everything. For months, I agonized over whether to try again. I think about how great my first pregnancy went and then I get nervous when I think about last time. I have my good days and bad. There are times when I felt like. ( and still feel like) everyone is/was pregnant. at my job - 1 person had baby in April. 2 in August and now 2 in October. I have friend who just gave birth to twins and we had similar due dates. Now, My previous due date is around the corner and I am beginning to feel sad. People have been asking me when I am going to get pregnant again not knowing what happened in march ( which is being very nosy but at the same times, It's very hard to hear since I only felt comfortable thinking about ttc since August.) I thought I was pregnant in sept and got very disappointed when period arrived. I have tried to make myself feel better since march but it's been challenging. I really did not lose much of baby weight from first pregnancy so I started hiit program to feel better. We have gone on 2 vacations already and now I feel and hope that this month or so will be the time ttc and healthy baby will arrive 2018. ( Just wanted to get this all off my chest).

Mack2342 · October 2017

Sorry for your loss. Welcome to this amazing group of women. This board has been very helpful for me. I hope you find some comfort here. Feel free to join in wherever

vlagrl29 · October 2017

I'm so sorry for your loss. welcome to the group no one wants to be in but there are great ladies here to support you.

cassafrass15 · October 2017

Welcome. I'm sorry your TTC journey brought you here, but this is an incredible group of ladies. You'll find many of us with similar stories and lots of support.

MelissaMay82 · October 2017

So sorry for your loss

robyn2201 · October 2017

I'm sorry for your loss. The ladies here are really wonderful. Hope your stay is short!

sprkls8506 · October 2017

So sorry for your loss. Welcome to a great group of supportive ladies.

ELeighMay · October 2017

I'm so sorry for your loss, but welcome.

jchpg · October 2017

I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you can find the comfort and support here that you need.

tosh24 · October 2017

Welcome and I am so sorry for your loss. I think a lot of us here can relate to the feelings you are having so please feel free to share whatever you need to.