I am not sure if this is where to post...I just need thoughts and prayers. I was spotting, went to ER, they said everything looked good. Got home, and bled two whole pads worth....so here I am, back at the ER. No cramps, or clots. So I'm trying to hold out hope...
UPDATE 1
So...after another 9 hours in emerge we figured out that I have a large, 3.7cm subchorionic hematoma which is what is causing all the bleeding. I am only 5 or so weeks so they found a yolk sac but no fetal pole or heartbeat. The radiologist stated that he can't make any conclusions based on the information. The doctor said it is normal for no fetal pole or heartbeat at this gestational age. So...I go back in a week or two for another ultrasound. But when she did her internal exam she did find that my cervix was closed which is good news. Unfortunately, with such a big SCH I can expect bleeding until who knows when. So now we wait and hope for the best. Luckily, I still have all my symptoms, which she said is good.
I can't tell you how much I appreciate all the thoughts, and prayers. It really helped me keep positive yesterday. If anyone wants to share storiea with positive outcomes, I would gladly read them. Thanks again!
UPDATE 2!
So I had my follow up ultrasound today...it went decent. Because she is only an ultrasound tech she couldn't give me any information, it is all being sent to my midwife. But, being very kind, she noticed I was super stressed so she did tell me that there is growth and a definite heartbeat. She said she couldn't let me go the whole weekend without anything. I was sooooo thrilled that she at least gave me that good news. Now hopefully the other medical info is good as well. She left the pics up on the screen...and I may have taken a glimpse when I was putting my pants on. I can see the SCH is still there...but I figured as much. And I could see the sac and the fetal pole I am assuming haha. Maybe I shouldn't have looked...but my curiosity got the best of me.
Re: *TW possible loss* UPDATE 2 This may be good bye
DS born October 13, 2014
Baby #3 due March 2018
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
Adam Born on 3/18/18
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
LFAF February Siggy Challenge - "Favorite TV/Movie Couple"
DD: 10/17/13
TTC#2 Actively: 10/14, NTNP: 01/14
Left-Sided Hydrosalpinx (cause: genetic abnormality, TREATED 11/16)
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/396b04
**3 losses - April 2012, Nov 2014, and July 2017**
Married: 5.27.16
Baby Boy Due: 3.18.18
Sending thoughts and prayers.
EDD March 12, 2018
BFP #1: 10/15/10- DS born 6/29/11
BFP #2: 6/26/2012- DS born 3/11/13
BFP #3: 2/26/14- MMC and D&C 4/11/14
BFP#4: 9/1/14- MC 9/6/14
BFP#5: 10/3/14- Due Date 6/15/15
Dx: PCOS
DS1 born 11/2014
DS2 born 11/2018
3 previous losses
Rainbow baby due 12/2021 - Team Green
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Married: June 2011
TTC since Feb 2016
BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16
BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP
BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
Audra ~ 12/1/15
'Sprout' ~ EDD 3/5/18
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Me: 28 Him: 30
Married: 11/15/14
TTC: 02/2016
IF DX: MFI (low count & morphology) & mild PCOS
June 2016 BFP - MC @8w2d
August 2016 BFP - MC @6w1d
June 2017 - 50 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP 7/6/17!!
Beta #1 = 422 (14dpo), Beta #2 = 810, prog - 12.3 (16dpo), Beta #3 = 5023, prog - 18.9 (20dpo)
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