hi. I'm 42. I don't have any children... yet. At this time 2 years ago I had 2 miscarriages within three months. 10 days ago while at work I had a horrible pain in my abdomen. I went to the rest room and my body "locked up". I work at an elementary school and shouted for the nurse. She came running and I collapsed into her. My bf was called and 911. I could hear her say I was going into shock. Off to the hospital and things happened fast and are very blurry. But I do remember the dr coming in saying I was pregnant, it was ectopic, I was bleeding into my belly and I was rushed off to surgery. I hadn't missed a period (I'm like clockwork). I lost a lot of blood and needed 4 transfusions. I'm home now healing but this is a lot to take in. Part of my left tube was removed. And I have no idea if I even want to try again. I'm just terrified.