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allysondunn2

Hey ladies. First let me say that I am so sorry for all of your losses. I have been lurking for a couple of days and I admire how supportive and strong this group is! DH and I recently started TTC and we were thrilled that I became pregnant after only a couple of months of trying. We found out we were pregnant 5 days before the miscarriage. I had bright red bleeding last Wednesday and just knew something was wrong. I was scheduled for betas Wednesday and Friday. When I saw my OB Friday he told me my HCG from Wednesday was only 15 and called later Friday and it was 4.4. I have been blessed to have had it fairly easy physically, but the emotional toll has been something else. This was my first pregnancy and I'm not sure how I can find joy if I get pregnant again. My husband and I have decided not to wait for AF to start trying again. Hopefully we will all have a short stay on this board!

dubcompanion

So sorry for your loss. Even though it was an early loss, it was a life that was truly wanted, and it's devastating all the same. Hugs to you, and I hope your stay on this board is also short and sweet!

BornReady

Welcome and sorry you find yourself here. This is a nice place to heal.

catiecatp

I'm so sorry for your loss - welcome to the boards, I hope your stay is short.

SnobunnieMel

I am so sorry you came to meet us but we welcome you and hope we can help you through to your next (and successful!) pregnancy 

SoonToBeMommaHowe

So very sorry for your loss! You have a certainly found a great group of supportive ladies here.

brooklyngirl18

So sorry for your loss. The girls here are great and show so much support. Good luck to you.

allysondunn2

Thank you all so much for your kind words!

Wishilivedinflorida

I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry you are here, but it's a nice place to be while waiting for your next BFP.

Hopefulmommy1980

I am sorry for you loss. Good luck 

KarenBeth714

Welcome to this board - we all understand how a loss at any time can feel. Wishing you luck for the next time around.
I had a similar experience with my first bfp - about 5-6 days later I felt different and took a test. It was a bfn. I was so confused and had betas done for a few days to confirm they were going down. Such a stressful time and left me with so many questions/ anxieties. These boards can be very helpful with all of that.