hey guys- going through a rough time right now and just looking for support from those who unewest and. We lost a pregnancy due to genetic disease at four months... Just under a month ago. Weve been going to supprt group and its been really hard. I was just getting back into being productive at work and going to the gym- basically feeling more like myself. Anyway, my family just dropped a bomb on me. I just got a call from my sister in law telling me she's pregnant. We are literally supposed to see them for the first time since our loss in a few hours for the passover holiday at cousins with the whole family. They said they wanted to tell me before in case it came out that she wasn't drinking. They just found out this week.
I am having a really hard time- I texted my mom immediately and told her I won't be able to come. I didn't even know they were trying- as they had said they were waiting a while. I have been hysterical in bed for the last few hours. Apparently it was my moms idea for them to tell me bc she thought I was doing better. It hasn't even been one month. Everyone is calling and texting me and they feel terrible. I am not able to talk to anyone right now. I am allowed to feel my feelings. If anyone understandsnor can offer words of supprt if appreciate it. I'm happy for them but I can't talk to them or see them now.
Me:35, DH 37 ~ Married July 2014
ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp)
bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease)
ttcal May 2016