TW and help with spreadsheet

16isourluckynumber · March 2016

After a first ultrasound measuring 10 days behind and a second measuring 13 days behind with a weak heartbeat, I had a third today with no heartbeat and no growth since a week ago. Should have been 9 weeks today. I will be okay - I am blessed to have 2 healthy kids at home. I pushed my luck (and might again). Now I have to decide between waiting indefinitely and a D&C. Both stellar options.

Could someone please remove me from the spreadsheet? Thank you.

shevaCC · March 2016

Hugs

It still must hurt, even with your 2 kids to hold

zrain · March 2016

@16isourluckynumberI'm so sorry for your loss. Take the time you need to heal from this. The miscarriage/pregnancy loss board has some stories of peoples experiences if you need help deciding between D&C and waiting to miscarry. I'll take you off the spreadsheet. *hugs*

beforeyou · March 2016

I'm so sorry for your loss.

DunkinDecaf · March 2016

I'm so sorry for your loss.

lajoliedreamer · March 2016

I'm so sorry.

The choice of how to let go is a hard one. When this happened to me a few months ago, my body didn't miscarry naturally and I wound up medically inducing it at home using misoprostol. It's an option I hadn't even considered until my midwife brought it up, but was the best one for me. Good luck finding the best option for you. *hugs*

16isourluckynumber · March 2016

Thank you. Yes, of course it does hurt - although I kind of processed it last week when they told me it was likely. Every loss is painful. I know for me personally, it would have been much worse if I had been farther along or if I didn't already have my two precious kids at home.